Haiz.. Morning2 turn on the computer just to blog.. haha.. What to do a busy man per..Lolx.. Yesterday was nuthing much just normal chatting around no special POOF!!.(it means no special features for those dumbass who dun understand this).. haha.. huahuahuahua.. Bored still.. Nuthing better to do still yup2.. Stil with the shitty excerise.. haiyo.. when is it gonna stop.. Im bored.. At msn make some new friends.. Yup2 .. Just chat with themm eu noe.. But actually long time add already.. Haha.. Meet Elise a new friend of mine nuthing much nuthing less.. She okie but alittle addict to stress.. haha.. She had some problems but ya lorr i actually did give some advice.. Really pity her lost her precious boyfie.. haiyo.. What a tragic.. same with me also lorr dun worry we both sure understand each other wan.. haha.. Still when desperate due to extreme boredom, had to kol BHB girl again.. Haha.. Only to the extreme then call okie.. haha.. Maklom mataer orng not good to disturb2 like that... Must respect.. Haha.. Yayayaya. Chat a bit then had to put down the fone cause her useless cordless phone had to be recharged due to loww batt.. Haiyo.. Nvm.. Then bck to boredom again.. Just yesterday had my 1st rice meal after my body felt very2 weak haiyo.. Not enough carbo i guess?? Hmm.. Eu think so? Hmmm.. Still im okie now abit of frustration, abit of stress, abit of pressure and also dun 4 get abit of happiness.. Hahaha.. Still no smiling okie? haha.. Must act fierce abit. ACT ONLY!! haha.. Had some thoughts of going for a gig? Tried bfore but end up in a fight there.. Hahaha.. Shoik sehk.. People Mosh I wacked people.. Hahaha.. Me no hardcore no concept2 shit.. Just cool ,relaxed and chill.. haha.. (CRC).. okie lah gang thats all lah fr tdae.. wan to continue sleeping.. ZzZzZzZz.. hahahahaha...

Tdae was shit..Everything went wrong for me.. I dunno why but i dun give a fuck those i just scolded.. Im really pissed and i really dunno y just hate whatever is happening and happened.. I just dunno what to do.. Im soo Confused and also got no mood in most things.. I just sat at home this few days accept for some EGAGEMENT invitation.. I just hate everything rite now..

Im no more interested in going for a shopping spree for nw.. Not even felt like calling friends for a coffee at the coffee shop.. Im really shit rite nw.. Always in bad mood swings.. Easily get mad and dunno what to do..

I just felt that im at no luck for love.. Mayb its for me to help people but not being able to help myself.. I just suck at everything and really in a temper.. Shit!! Hopefully everything end quickly or im getting in trouble soon.. Its lucky for some to leave me nw cause im afraid i might hurt them. Some friends try to advice but end up being fucked up.. I duno y i just dun wan anything rite nw.. The past keeps on haunting and i dunno y .. Things that i try to avoid keeps on happening.. It is wrong being kind?..My appetite falling .. I didnt ate any rice this few days.. Fuck with advices bout my health cause i dont need it seriously.. My mum just kept on forcing and still i ignored her.. I just dunno y? Im confused.. Things had always being happy for a moment and yet being hurt even longer.. Some say love just come by itself just dun find it.. FUCK YOU.. Shit ive been waiting for 7 mnths still nuthing.. FUCK!!! Im sick of this fake stories.. Im just sick of everything.. Just want to take time to relax.. Haiz.. Its really hard.. I cannot expect things to fall from the sky and i noe it wont happen my way everytime.. Everytime i fall for someone it only last some pityfull happy moments and end up something bad happen which cause a permanent demage on me!! .. Atleast let the hurt go away.. Im just like some emo shits.. But istead of crying i got mad and instead of cutting myself i hurt other people.. I really dun want any trouble.. But dun try provoking.. Feel like giving up hope.. I dunno.. I just dun like when the third party comes by.. It really makes me feel like leaving everything behind..

As for the boredom that i suffered i decide to atleast do abit of physical training.. To atleast boost up my stamina or someting.. Ive also been smoking too much and fucked my throat really killing me.. But who give a fuck i dun care if anione care i just ignore them..Just feel like having fun no more.. Just seriousness and no more pity smilling face.. Cause the some really dun deserve it trully.. Luckily i still had friends who cares for me and really didnt gave up on me.. I really owe them a favour and praise their sincerity.. So ya thats all i dont have thats much mood to type more.. taking care..

Tdae? Hmm.. tdae is a very normal day.. Nuthing that amuse me.. Ouh well just nuthing special lah easy.. I just sit at home till 4.00 pm also i just did nuthing the whole day me.. My friends come over just to see me lie on a couch watching.. hahaha.. Merepek kan .. Pity them. haha.. Just not in the mood lah.. Haiz.. Nvm atleast i noe someone happy im already happy.. hehehe.. Thats what i wanted.. Smiles from everyone.. Even its hurts me but cehk.. Im a cyborg .. haha.. Just feel aniting for 5 mins onli.. After that im okie.. hehe.. Its just something good out of thousands of bad things i done before.. God just want me to repent .. Ouh well guess this is the time.. Hahaha.. Man Good Boy.. No more fanatics.. NO more fighting (unless necessary) .. Just dun provoke.. hehe..

Tdae did go out i went Tampines mall to actually replace yasmin's (my best friend) spoilt sim card .. Did alittle survey.. Hahaha.. Jahat seyy.. But what to do single per saper nak marah? haha.. During the journey went with nad and sydy .. But later sydy had to go home half way and end up with me and nad.. We went straight to the starhub csc (customer service centre) there i met yasmin and her friend eva.. hahaha.. Me alone a guy and three girls crowd around me?? Dah mcm pimp siol.. hahaa.. but nvm get use to it already.. hahaha.. But thats just me lah i only treat them as friends nuthing more.. If i just get to noe that they admire me i just have to ignore them for a while.. Hahaha.. Just to preserve a relationsip cause for me the last chance is wasted away.. Ouh well just my luck.. ahaha.. Buat bodoh sua. haha.. Then after everything we just went home straight lah.. I olso lazy to walk around.. So thats all lah .. Lazy to type more .. hahaha.. Okie lah taking care semua.. Muaks.. Hahaha..

(ydyadyaydyadya)

Puff.. Smoking and thinking wat to rite.. So far so good.. Nuthing kool nuthing fun.. Just plain old life.. Waiting for a special someone.. hahaha.. So everythings just as usual.. Woke up in the morn and straight to the kitchen to look for something for the whole family to eat.. Ya so i did cook something decent ..

Till aftenoon i was dea bored.. Nuthing to do.. Just lyng on my couch and watch the tv.. haiz.. Can die sehk like this.. Ya lorr so okie tdae something did happen but didnt felt like talking bout it ah all.. ya lorr so thats all for tdae im so lazy to type cause im soooooo tired.. mayb some other day i will .. sorry for not updaing quiet a while.. i just got no mood ah this few days.. taking care..

Hahhaa.. really romantic okie .. If eu people were to see it BHB girl really appreciates it seyy.. hahaha.. So just read but dont laugh okie.. hahaha..

The day still as usual eu people noe.. i wake up onli like maid like that... Got to cook and many2 house chores lah need to do.. hehehe.. But still cannot stop messaging BHB girl seyy.. hehehe..

I had to rush everything and get readyto go see my PO.. Which is at thomson road there at the Old SLF building.. hehehe. So far kan? From bedok somemore.. hehehe..

From home i had to rush all the way to novena then need to change bus from there... Haiyo. need to meet my PO at 12 but i got out from home at 11.15 then reach at mcys building at 12.30. hahha.. Luckily never kena fucked seyy.. hahaha.. But then i cnanot take advantage lah i did apologise sehk.. hahaha.. After everything i head straight to Bishan.. From then is where the real story start.. hehhee..

I waited for bhb girl like almost an hour or so seyyy at Bishan mrt station.. So decide to walk around Bishan for a little exploring.. hahaha.. Fun sehk Bishan did look big seyy.. But really the place look so sempit like so cramp and also scary sehk.. haiyo.. By then my batt like left onli 10% and its already low sehk.. I quickly borrow a pen and wrote bhb girl num on a piece of paper .. Scared later my phone off then got no other way to call her already cause i didnt memorise her num sehk.. Terok kan? ehhehe.. But stll i love her.. hehee.. Later about 50 min finnally i met bhb girl.. She look cute sehk that day cannot stop looking at her seyy.. haiyo.. Cair boboi.. hahaha.. Then we took a bus at interchange that is where the dating starts.. hahaha..

We took the bus from bishan all the way to pasir ris.. hahaha.. Purposely dun want to stop around bedok area so we could spent the time at the bus... hehehe.. After reaching pasir ris we took another bus to Bedok .. hahha.. That time i start to become restless.. When im restless i become irritating and when im on irritating mode i like to disturb people.. hahaa.. But bhb wont allow it.. When i disturb people she scold me.. When i mimic what ever the tv says she scold me when i disturb her she said im irritating and when i disturb myself she said im crazy.. hahahaha.. Pening kan? hehehe.. So ya i actually had to force myself to keep quiet.. hahaha.. Finally we stop at around my place.. hahaha.. I bring her to the nearest coffee shop around my place and i called MOMO to come down.. By that time my Phone already off cause the battery died on me .. haiyo.. then had to borrow her hp thats when i saw her pic lorh.. hehehe.. Very cute seyy.. but when i want to view her hp she snatch it from me.. I noe what ever inside is mostly from her past and i understand everything.. Then suddenly the sky darkens and it started to rain.. wahhh.. So sian.. haha.. It rains so heavily sehk.. hahhaa.. At around 8 plus i accompany bhb girl to tanah merah then we seperate from there..

So thats how my day is for tdae.. So read it and dun laugh.. Hehehehe.. okie lah taking care..ciaos!!

Happiest Moments





Tdae i felt diff unlike any other days.. hehe.. And eu people want to noe why its because tdae is my Bdae.. Although i didnt recieve many2 comments of bdae wishes on my friendster but i recieve something more special than that. hehe..



The day went as usual in the morn i woke up still got alittle bit of fever.. Still i went to the TP to apply for a course there.. Hahaha.. The funny thing is although im not eligeble for any courses at TP but still i apply ... WTH.. hahaha.. Nvm lorr never noe mayb my luck struck good on my bdae then i like suddenly got a course there.. hehehe..





After all that i actually had nothing to do.. And the funniest part is i actually forget that tdae is my bdae.. hahahhaa.. Crazy kan? hahaa.. What to do people like this already hahaha.. So i called shamir and we meet each other at my void deck.. Hahahhaa.. To my excitement i actually met my old friend Hazim.. I was so happy hahaa.. we acually talked all the way till 5.22pm from 11.00am seyy.. hahahaa.





After that i had to go home and cook something for my whole family to eat since my mom is nt at home.. Haiz.. haha.. But still its fun okie??..hehehe.. So i called MoMo and ask if he's free tdae.. To my luck he is.. So i ask him to come over my house and we went together to meet Shamir and his friends around my block.. Hehehe..



The best part is when i ask BHB girl to come over .. hehehe.. She agreed and i fetch her all the way from tanah merah mrt and we walked to the void deck where momo and the rest is waiting.. I introduce her to everyone and as usual lah she like malu2 like that.. hehehe.. But still she look cute and decent.. After a formal introduction we planned where to celebrate my bdae and end up going to the coffee shop again.. hahaha.. funny kan?? hahaha..





Upon reaching i called the rest of my friends to be there.. Then we celebrated together lorr eating fries, Fried chicken and some western food there.. hehehe.. EU people noe what?? .. BHB girl actually cannot eat alot and i force her to.. hahaa.. So she just have to finish whatever food i placed on her plate and she looks really cute while eating also eu noe.. Mayb im exagerrating but the way i see like dun want to look away like that seyyy.. hahaha..



Okie lorr after all that finish my chinese group of friends had to go off already.. So we shook hands and they wished me happy bdae.. Hahaha.. NIce kan? After that my another group of malay friends which is my closest bring me to the nearest block.. There actually they plan to give me a bdae bash..hahahaha.. But bfore anitink they bought me a cake and we sing the bdae song together.. hehhee.. SO sweet!!.. But later there goes the bashing and everything.. Wah it was really painful sehk.. I had bruises all at my back sehk.. ahaha.. But was still fun.. hahaha.. And eu people noe what BHB girl was afraid at that time.. She said all my friends were brutal people.. hahha... Then i explain to her that this is just the sake of having fun during our bdaes.. Hahaha.. I also done this to the others wat during their bdae.. haha.. This i noe that she really decent2 people .. haha.. Really .. And that is what i like bout her.. OUh sweet BHB girl. hehe..


So thats all for tdae lorr.. If got any updates in will post more okie? taking care..

Weeee.. Hahahhaa.. I've enjoyed my whole life the most but not to the extreme like tdae.. heehe .. I remember this day my whole life.. Hmmm.. everything just as sad in the morn but my mood suddenlly change and eu want to noe why? JUST CONTINUE READING.. and eu noe why.. haha..

As usual woke up in the morn around 9.00 plus then go cook for the whole family to eat.. Soso lah my mood actually is very bad this morn so i just kept quiet the whole day.. Futhermore im still suffering from stomachache.. WOAH!! Its really sucks eu noe.. So ya lorr as usual kol momo to slack again.. Haaha.. Then momo at some place dunnoe where doing his Probation things lah.. hehe.. Then i go meet my close friend Shamir 1st.. Then we sit at the void deck lorr chit chatting till like around 3 plus then he had to go for his training.. So i had to go bck home and lie on my bed like MAYAT again!! haiyo.. So boring rite..

Hmmm.. the day start to be great when Momo came over to my place around 5 plus.. hehehe.. He told me that my sweet BHB girl is coming over to meet me at Bedok all the way from where she stay which is at Bishan.. Hehehe.. Sooo loving rite? hehe.. Thats y lorr im happy.. At 1st i like dun believe him like that so i started to chat with BHB girl at msn.. Then she confirms that she's coming over.. EU people noe what i actually felt shocked and also sosososososo happy to actually hear the news.. So i quickly change and go straight to the meeting place i fixed with her.. Then around 8 plus the moment finally arrives .. Hehehe.. weee.. I saw this short and cute yound lady walking toward me.. So i was smilling all the way.. Guess who?? Its BHB girl.. hehehe.. I got shivers all around but since momo is there so i go alittle confidence that he might help me out a bit just in case if i go on a sudden shock disoder .. Like keeping quiet only lah not so serious wat? hahaha..

The 1st place i brought her to is at the coffee shop around my area .. hehee.. (on a budget leh) hahaha.. Then we odered drinks.. hehe.. So after a while i actually forced her to eat sehk.. hahaha.. I ordered Kway teow for her then fried rice for momo.. hehee.. Hahaha.. The funniest part is i spot something about her.. She's picky when comes to eating.. haha.. She spend like 30min just to remove the taugay and the cabbage from the kway teow.. hahahha.. LOlz.. So i just watch that cute preety face eat.. Wahhh. I dunno how to mention but at that time my heart thumping sosososososososososo hard already ah.. hehe..

So after finshing up the food and everything i decided to send her home.. hehehe.. Butttt.. Its already late and bcause of this shit tagging i had to run home.. hahaha.. so she slowly together with my friend went to my house.. Thats he 1st time okie.. Hahaha.. Then i sat together with her lor on my dining table then we just chat until like 10.30 she already on her way home already..

I was dead worried that something might happen to her going home all the way to Bishan alone.. wahhh.. really not me that day.. If not for these tagging i would send her home already.. I called her all the way till she reach home.. I accompanied her while she' on the train from bedok mrt station all the way to bishan.. hehe... sweet kan3? i noe.. hehe.. Ouhkie then after hearing the door screeks .. I noe she already reach home.. So i tell her to actually chat with me online and we did.. The whole session ended when she finally gave in to her comfortable bed.. hehehe.. ouhkie lah folks thats all.. Hope eu readers enjoy it!!

Me And Superman?!?
(boring kan?)



Tdae haiyo.. boring day ah.. Got alot of prob for myself.. Still the same no cows that jumps over the moon.. hahaha.. Hmm. tdae i wake up a little late at 12.30am. Unlike usual at 9.00am. hehe..Bcause yesterday night sleep late ah.. Hmm.. Dun noe actually what to write lah tdae.. Since morn already so stress cause rushing for Friday prayers.. Haiyo.. Luckily I reach the mosque just in time.. So straight after mosque as usual lah lepak.. Me and my usuals lah.. Nothing special people also (maklom single what to do?)...

As for the Heading and Title dun take it seriously lah there is nuthing between me and superman.. hehee.. Just to attract attention.. Hehee.. Thas all.. weee.. Hmm.. Just my luck i actually had diarhea (entah lah spelling tak tau) hahaa.. I actually went to the toilet like many times.. Luckily during that time i got no serious work to do.. haha.. Then suddenly out of nowhere BHB girl msg me.. hehe.. She said y didnt layan her.. Wahh!!! So sian already where got time to msg. Haiyo.. So just reply her lah. wat to do people want attention just give lahs.. hehehe.. Kurang asam sehk man lyn kan jek!! hehee.. no lah joking onli..


I actually slack until like 5.30 then went home.. haiz.. nothing to do so just lie on the bed again like MAYAT(dead body in english) hahaha.. Want to online but then laptop my sis go bring to werk stupid ah!! haiz..So just msg2 BHB girl lorr.. Still she make me sad onli.. Haiz.. nuthing big lah actually my fault also..


I go put Hope that i might get her one day .. But im wrong its just and ordinary impossible to achieve dream.. She actually confessed that she like her ex still.. But oh well good for her atleast shes Loyalty and still devoted.. Onli me like tak tau malu like that want to chase her around like harrasing like that.. Nvm lah no luck so just stand back and smile a perfect example of a gentleman.. Then as usual start to think alot already, the conclusion?? Just do what is rite to onli live happily lor.. If have to ignore her just do it for both party sake to be happy.. haiz.. Still i will miss her but ahhhh.. Relax onli lah.. hehe..


Its just not my time to actually have a serious partner who could really appreciate me.. Some say dun look for love cause it will come by itself but still.. Nuthing happen i've been waiting for 6 mnth man.. SHIT!! Still nuthing.. hahaha.. Just need support for patience.. For those frens of mine with happy relationships just carry on.. Im happy to see eu guys and girls happy.. hehe.. Eu people get my fullest support.. =).. Futhermore its my responibility to see my friends happy.. Oh welll. Life still need to go on.. Hahaha..


After my sis come bck from her tedious werk i had to actually quarell with her lah.. In order to use the laptop.. And guess what .. She gave up and i finally won over the laptop.. HAHAHHAA.. smart rite? hehehe.. So as usual lah online then chat with bro and frens.. Then BHB girl went online.. She even ask me y i've change and the answer lies at this blog read and undersand y.. So dont ask again.. Sorry again.. Just my luck again i guess.. Still going on on a quest in search of the perfect one.. hahaha.. Mcm cerita "The Quest" sehk.. haha.. What i really want the most is trust, understanding and maturity in my future relationship.. Hehehe.. Just 3 features but still the hardest to get.. So still keep going lah.. ANione interested? hahaha.. (Promoting myself) hahaha..Okie lorr Thats al for tdae hope eu people enjoy .. Taking cares.