I dunno what happen all this while.. Things just so weird.. Hahaha.. Am i too picky? Hmm.. Dun think so yaww.. Shit happens .. Haha.. Hmm.. Since the start of my relationship its always been me getting other people instead for the ones i love.. Weird can? haha.. But im still happy though many scars made again and again.. Haha.. Cause im crazy.. Haha.. Hmmm.. Could it be the sign? Mayb god really wants me to get the right one lah.. haha.. Right one ehk? hmmm.. How long more? Lahhhhhh.. Haiz.. Bored!! haha.. Hari raya gonna be single again.. haha.. Walking alone one side like emo people while others had their own partner.. Some were lucky to be married.. Haha.. So they already had a partner reserved .. haha.. But me? hmmm.. Srng lagik.. haha..

Some days make me think alot... How is it possible to be this way.. I've always wanted a serious relationship but things just happen.. Its either i've been dumbed or being cheated.. I seems unbelievable.. Buttttt.... Its true! haha.. Not trying to seek for pityness but my close friends knows me best.. They say im the most unlucky in term of realtionships.. Never last more than a year.. hahaha.. Sure to be dumbed or cheated.. Tried alot of times askin my Girl - Friends.. Whats in me that people hated the most.. They say i make them laugh till they can cry.. SHIT!! People hate that.. Call eu alien if eu hate that.. Hahaha.. Still the questions tick at my mind.. Hmmm.. I need posibilities.. WHAT DO YOU HATE BOUT ME??? Hahaha.. Need voted too aite? anything do it on my tag board.. haha..

So as for tdae i did nothing still no work.. Sitting at home finish rice bowls onli.. haha.. Ouh ya still miss a friend who is aboard.. Hope she okie.. Read her blog earlier.. She sounds happy.. Hahaha.. Im happy tooooooo.. She also found some one she love.. Hahaha.. Thats Good!! haha.. Atlast the doctor done a good deed again.. Furthermore its fasting months.. Haha.. Holy somemore.. Hopefully im blessed differently this year.. haha.. Okie lah thats all for tdae.. Hear from me soon aite.. hehe.. Taking care.. Ciaos!!

(Prof Dr Man Giler point of view)

Life.. what do eu people noe about it.. *ehem*.. Some say life full of miracles . Some says life sucks.. Some say life is full of nonesence and some even say its worth living all this while.. Hmmm.. to me life just the way it should be. In every aspect there are ups and down.. Even crazy people know that.. Its just the basic nature for humans that live on earth.. Unlike some aliens who noe only to smile all the way.. Hahaha.. lolz.. In life people have alot of ventures.. Some have a good life some dont.. Some example are the rich and the poor. While the rich live lavishly and the poor lived as if they were exiled.. But have eu heard some rich who lived unhappily and some poor lived happily like theres no tom.. Eu see this are proof thats life just full of ups and down..

Hmmm.. this is proof based on wealth purposes.. But for love life? Oh well im also addicted to it some how.. Addicted in a manner where i myself experience it alot of time.. Some say love just complicaing and complex whereby some say its just natural to fall in love.. Hahaha.. Love is chemistry and also its based on others behaviour and judgements.. Most breakups occur on long term relationship due to boredness.. Eu see in life eu dun expect everything to be the same what? some how or rather eu need some changes.. After the break up process happen somehow or later either party starts to regret and later everything change IF they willing to accept it OR for some who didnt start afresh or just ignore eveything around them and live in darkness.. For example a friend of mine had recenly broke up on a 8 mnths relationship but later suddenly the ex ask for a patch so they are bck together.. Nw they happy good .. very good indeed.. Im happy they happy everyone happy.. haha.. Whereas another friend of mine recently also broke up .. Though she/he(for close identity purpose) didnt accept the other party patch up purposal she/he still sad and still happy.. Im also confuse .. But ohh well life just like that.. Through my 7 yrs relationship experience.. I have a thought that love is indeed some exploits of human cycle of life.. What i mean is eu see every broke up improves a relationship whereby another thought were just remain single and wait is better.. All round people send critics around saying girls this boy this and man this woman that.. Its easy to say all boys, girls, man and woman are the same.. Face the facts we are human beings all of us stays in a same PLANET have same INFLUENCES around.. Not to say that some species of man or woman live differently.. Hahaha.. So do expect things to happen lorr.. Haha.. Advice? eu need advice? okie .. My advice is be diff, Be romantic, Have alot of surprises.. Be diff in a positive manner whereby both parties accept it..

And lastly.. The final aspect.. Life may not be as what we want always.. I too have some difficulties of my own.. Still i take time to realise my mistake cause i know im a human being too.. Thats the reason the word luck exist.. Luck exist in every aspect mentioned.. We need luck to improve business true? Thats called challenge.. We need luck to woo girls rite? Thats called charisma.. We also need luck to earn more correct? Thats called gamble.. Get it? Challenge, charisma and gamble.. This three may not be same for all.. Some may get more some may get less.. Its just a balance of YING and YANG... The reason for my speech tdae is for a person who i called her as a friend.. She suffered alot and all some to a certain extend where she thinks death is the only option.. What im able to tell her nw is in every way there always a door to solutions on every problems cause suicide is never a solution whereby it may bring to more trouble.. I just hope that i might be with her to help her all the way.. But too bad im onli able to meet her online on msn.. Hopefully she's able to take everything by herself slowly and also with my little titsy bitsy help online.. So yup2 Thats all for tdae.. Mayb i might be able to make another talk like this some other time.. Just according to my mood lorr.. I also HUMAN being what not ROBOT okie.. haha.. Okie lah taking care..

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Prof Man Giler

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Yay tdae just a nice day like 4 days bfore.. hehe.. Enjoyed myself.. No more emo2 nonesence.. haha.. Did have some memories.. Made new friends around.. All was fine for me.. Haha.. Hope this last for ever .. staying calm and relaxed.. Looking at ever prob in positive manner.. Woah... Shoik2.. haha.. just the way i like.. Done quite alot of physical training.. All over got cramps.. haha.. but still sitting at the computer at night blogging.. Haha.. Good mood per all can wan.. haha.. Wahh hopefully ah one day become like arnold Schwarzenegger or even better and sexier.. (What an imagination.. haha)

Had some thinking and may lead to a prob.. Haiyo.. haha.. Still im relaxed and just accept the answer.. I had confessed something *ehem* but hopefully whatever ive done may be at the rite time.. Though the person still not around cause overseas.. haha... But nvm lah.. Just facing luck directly this time no more mess ups no more probs.. Just hope this time its really meant to be what it should be happening 7 mnths ago.. Moments like this are not meant to be forced or rushed.. Thats what BHB girl told me .. haha.. (wei i still remember okie.. haha.)..

Hmmm.. tdae also got fun outing.. Friend2 outing.. Haha.. We had alot of fun.. Gone crazy here and there.. Laugh our heart out like nobody business.. Haha.. We even took pictures.. Alot somemore eu noe.. But lazy to upload..haha.. Yeah its all worth going out this time.. haha.. I also had some fun with my family.. Paintng my whole house alone.. woahhh... tiring sia but still fun.. I actually waste alot of paint on others instead.. Haha.. I painted every member of my family accept for my dad.. haha.. He sure wack me sia if i paint him.. haha.. Yahh and also painted on my friends face and bodies.. haha.. So much fun sia.. haha.. Hmmm.. also i dunno i had some artistic ideas at mind.. Haha.. I actually paint - decorate my own tee okie!!.. haha.. Nice eu noe!!.. haha.. Somemore got special features okie!!.. haha.. Like baby feet and handprints around.. haha..

Okie lah still 4 days like soo short like that soo much to do also.. And also got 4 days count down for this hideous taging to be open.. haha.. After dat FREEDOM!!! Haha.. More enjoyments.. haha.. okie lah although still got much to tell but already late at night.. So must sleep liao.. haha.. Thats all for tdae taking care...

Wee new mnth.. new life.. Thats what i think.. Waaa this yr fasting really relaxed though i had alot of sleepless nights.. haha.. Lol.. but then did enjoyed alot.. Sometimes also had some memories of the past still i just ignore and smiles all the way.. Hehehe.. I make some closer relationships not girlfriends but just close friends.. hehe.. Still im happy with whats happening lorr.. haha.. Nw had no outside life lorr.. Cause wan to take care of my records cause of tagging.. hehe.. What to do its a must eu noe.. haha.. So nw just have to endure till 17 then enjoy like there is no worries.. haha.. But still must think of ways to get money lorr.. Had ome planning and nw collecting capital.. haha.. So nw need to stick with my plans and then make things happen no more fantasy no more dreaming... haha.. Ya still im waiting for a special friend to return soon. Haha.. Cant wait to meet her seyy.. haha.. Ya lorr what to do chat everyday also still need to meet what somemore i also promise her lorr... haha.. (eu noe who eu are ehk?.. hehe..)

Altought had busy day this mnths still i had time to spent time with my bros.. We run around tampines with ah han momo and one who i forget the name.. haha.. We took some pictures lorr.. haha.. some pose we had.. Hahaha..

Wah this picture want to take really bo tahan sia.. haha.. I must force everyone sia.. hehe.. They all want step paiseyy only.. This place is at esprit lorr.. haha.. There this one mirror.. So i decide lorr wan to take pic together.. haha.. Was very fun..

This pic was taken at the bus.. haha.. All bored lorr.. From seated seperately suddenly all sit together.. haha.. So i then decided to take pic again lorr.. See for urself only the two of us smilling the other two wahhhhh really fierce sehkk.. haha.. But still they are my bro.. haha... Fun also lorr.. But my face cute rite? hehe.. Nxt time lorr still wan to take more lorr.. haha.. so can show more. okie lah thats all for tdae taking care.. wan to sleep liaos *YAWN*.. haha..