Wednesday, September 17, 2008
{ 7:11 AM }
Am I That Blind?!?
(Am I Always On A Curse??)
I dunno what happen all this while.. Things just so weird.. Hahaha.. Am i too picky? Hmm.. Dun think so yaww.. Shit happens .. Haha.. Hmm.. Since the start of my relationship its always been me getting other people instead for the ones i love.. Weird can? haha.. But im still happy though many scars made again and again.. Haha.. Cause im crazy.. Haha.. Hmmm.. Could it be the sign? Mayb god really wants me to get the right one lah.. haha.. Right one ehk? hmmm.. How long more? Lahhhhhh.. Haiz.. Bored!! haha.. Hari raya gonna be single again.. haha.. Walking alone one side like emo people while others had their own partner.. Some were lucky to be married.. Haha.. So they already had a partner reserved .. haha.. But me? hmmm.. Srng lagik.. haha..
Some days make me think alot... How is it possible to be this way.. I've always wanted a serious relationship but things just happen.. Its either i've been dumbed or being cheated.. I seems unbelievable.. Buttttt.... Its true! haha.. Not trying to seek for pityness but my close friends knows me best.. They say im the most unlucky in term of realtionships.. Never last more than a year.. hahaha.. Sure to be dumbed or cheated.. Tried alot of times askin my Girl - Friends.. Whats in me that people hated the most.. They say i make them laugh till they can cry.. SHIT!! People hate that.. Call eu alien if eu hate that.. Hahaha.. Still the questions tick at my mind.. Hmmm.. I need posibilities.. WHAT DO YOU HATE BOUT ME??? Hahaha.. Need voted too aite? anything do it on my tag board.. haha..
So as for tdae i did nothing still no work.. Sitting at home finish rice bowls onli.. haha.. Ouh ya still miss a friend who is aboard.. Hope she okie.. Read her blog earlier.. She sounds happy.. Hahaha.. Im happy tooooooo.. She also found some one she love.. Hahaha.. Thats Good!! haha.. Atlast the doctor done a good deed again.. Furthermore its fasting months.. Haha.. Holy somemore.. Hopefully im blessed differently this year.. haha.. Okie lah thats all for tdae.. Hear from me soon aite.. hehe.. Taking care.. Ciaos!!