Saturday, May 30, 2009
{ 6:54 PM }
WTF
Tdae lying in m bed all stressed up and dying cause my head bout to burst into million pieces.. I dunno what to say animore all i can do now is to think and think again on what will happen to me in the future.. I not ready for all this seriously.. Im still depending on them yet all this still had to happen.. haiz.. I noe there are people who have gone through even stressfull moment than mine but still im dying .. I dunno wether to cry or be sad or laugh or whatever shit.. Im soooooo stressd up... Tell me what else can i do? *Blank*.. I just cant give up... I noe there are still solutions.. Haiz...
Thursday, May 21, 2009
{ 4:28 AM }
Life
Life will never be like you expected always... I've experienced the worse to the most happiest but never will any of it lasts to the very end.. I guess there are always things better for us in the future.. haha.. Hmmm... Im soo fucking bored unable to sleep kept thinking of nonesence.. Watching mtv still nothing interesting... Yet nothing interest me alot nowadays accept spending quality time relaxing playing pool at lucky plaza with kai, slacking at void deck wth my bedok boys or spending time with family once i booked out..
From what i see people never change.. The world is forever colourfull even till the end of my days.. Love care concern and many more good deeds in mind always kept appearing in all peoples heart no matter how bad or ugly they are.. Its always the way it should have been ... Broke ups, will forever be the issues for teenagers who start to understand the meaning of life.. Im starting to respect all those parents including mine who can always show love care concern and understanding towards each other which make the relationship even more strong and stable.. For me ... Hmmm still confusing.. No matter how much i say no still i cant deny i still love her .. I wonder why? But there are always facts that im never going to be with her again even after a million years.. Hopefully she's happy with that special someone.. Haha.. Its sucks to loose that special someone but now im starting to understand .. Loosing them makes the other even stronger to move on.. I guess the one and only for now will only appear in my fairytale till the days come.. im starting to get a hang of everything.. In my mind i always think of something usefull spending my time wisely and never gonna loose all my speial ones..
Friends family and anyone who read my blog.. It may be just a random thing to you.. Heed this advice ... You are stronger than you think.. Never give up on someone who always been there to confort you.. Never loose your path of life regreting facts that happen in life.. Cause the world is forever going to keep on spinning like how our luck will be ... Always be on the positive side.. Accept the facts and move on cause the better future awaits your presence.. Its okie to love but to loose yourself because of love?.. Thats totally wrong .. Cause life is just a bitter sweet symphony...
Saturday, May 16, 2009
{ 6:36 PM }
The turning tides
Hey everyone... thx fer reading... =) .. haha.. sorry for not updating my blog daily... Busy with camp. hehe... aniways time for tdae topic.. I came across this super sweet indon movie tittled " KANGEN".. Its recommended by me, eu people should watch... The show that almost make me cry... So sweet... luckily im a bit strong so didnt cry lahhhh.. haha... The thread of the story is super interesting... The saddest part is when the girl lost his guy in a car accident...
The story began when this sweet lady met with a decent but poor guy... They actually met each other at a college in indon... So when the guy decides to ignore this lady because of her own ego, this lady just wont give up and kept on trying to wooo him... what a joke ... so finally both came to a conclusion to fall in love... Day by day they get closer and closer and even deeper in love... one night the guy actualy took a step forward and made a very romatic move... haha.. sooo sweet lah siol! .. he watch the stars through the telescope ant the lady's house... Slowly he taught the lady bout the lunar cycles and how the world spins... He came up with this phrase " in daylight the sun rises where all our friends comes together and at night where the moon rises and star starts to shine is where we are lonely but the stars is always there to accompany us" .. hahaha.. sweet kan3?... hehe.. To cut the story short.. The days of happines came to an end.. cause ths\e guy met with a terrible accident and unfortunately the lady was there to see how he died... Kesian2...
The lady start to go crazy crying all the way... Se kept on imagining the guy's ilusion around.. Day by day she kept on crying...
The end was unclear cause by then im already tired and dying ... haha... So i went to bed but truly i desire for somebody like that but reality is the world is cruel... So i have to watch my steps... haha.. Okie everyone tata.. Gtg... getting ready to book in back... =)
Friday, May 8, 2009
{ 6:50 PM }
When Rainbow turn Rambo! (Random)
Ohhhhh wellll i guess i had to update my blog.. No regular reader so i dun have to care if i update it or not... Haiz... Alot of changes happen to me so far... So near still havent noe... haha.. im enlisted and im super happy... haha.. still im satisfied with everything ever happen to me.. haha.. This few weeks met with a gurl.. Kak nysa.. hmmm.. shes okie to me but still havent met her but kinda wierd to see a person who totally obssesed to hardcore packed with concept design taste.. haha.. its shocking okie! for person like her.. but the good thing is all her nonsence stop already.. haha.. Ohhh welll i guess i have to make even moreee time to update my blog (if i got the time lahhh..) maklom ns recruits tekong somemore..
Hmm... ive enjoy getting enlisted .. i made lot of friends inside out both just make me happy thats all i can say.... Like sooo suddently im addicted to arctic monkeys... haha.. i dunno y but my ears seems to have changed its tempo or something.. haha.. Okie back to the story.. haha.. Once again had to apologise for not updating often bcause got no time lahhh hope eu people understand... Okie this lady make alot of diff in my life .. Seriously.. Though our life stories are far diff still we had the same topic to worry about. haha.. alot of my time spent only talking to her .. i dunno y but i feel comfortable talking to her bout my problem but it seems she also had hers so i guess we just throw all the facts away lahhh.. haha.. Most of the time i tend to talk to her bout my past she just listens.. Still im unsure how shes feeling rite now but i guess she is cut deeeeeeeep inside just like me.. haiz... I dunno for now i cant say i can love her but to like Just a MAYBE! .. mcm giler tak? .. im not desperate okie but it seems shes okie to me though i havent met her so i wont noe her true colours .. Im just sad happy and also dunno dis wierd tingling feeling... im just confuse to understand and accept the facts.. I guess i can never noe if she had the same feeling as me now butt im not setting any hopes cause i can say she is not interested in any rite now.. Ahhh.. nevermind lahhh.. All i can do now i endure training and enjoy my days.... haha..
Okie lah friends tata.. hope to make more time updating my blog.. tata..
