Life will never be like you expected always... I've experienced the worse to the most happiest but never will any of it lasts to the very end.. I guess there are always things better for us in the future.. haha.. Hmmm... Im soo fucking bored unable to sleep kept thinking of nonesence.. Watching mtv still nothing interesting... Yet nothing interest me alot nowadays accept spending quality time relaxing playing pool at lucky plaza with kai, slacking at void deck wth my bedok boys or spending time with family once i booked out..


From what i see people never change.. The world is forever colourfull even till the end of my days.. Love care concern and many more good deeds in mind always kept appearing in all peoples heart no matter how bad or ugly they are.. Its always the way it should have been ... Broke ups, will forever be the issues for teenagers who start to understand the meaning of life.. Im starting to respect all those parents including mine who can always show love care concern and understanding towards each other which make the relationship even more strong and stable.. For me ... Hmmm still confusing.. No matter how much i say no still i cant deny i still love her .. I wonder why? But there are always facts that im never going to be with her again even after a million years.. Hopefully she's happy with that special someone.. Haha.. Its sucks to loose that special someone but now im starting to understand .. Loosing them makes the other even stronger to move on.. I guess the one and only for now will only appear in my fairytale till the days come.. im starting to get a hang of everything.. In my mind i always think of something usefull spending my time wisely and never gonna loose all my speial ones..

Friends family and anyone who read my blog.. It may be just a random thing to you.. Heed this advice ... You are stronger than you think.. Never give up on someone who always been there to confort you.. Never loose your path of life regreting facts that happen in life.. Cause the world is forever going to keep on spinning like how our luck will be ... Always be on the positive side.. Accept the facts and move on cause the better future awaits your presence.. Its okie to love but to loose yourself because of love?.. Thats totally wrong .. Cause life is just a bitter sweet symphony...