Friday, May 8, 2009
{ 6:50 PM }
When Rainbow turn Rambo! (Random)
Ohhhhh wellll i guess i had to update my blog.. No regular reader so i dun have to care if i update it or not... Haiz... Alot of changes happen to me so far... So near still havent noe... haha.. im enlisted and im super happy... haha.. still im satisfied with everything ever happen to me.. haha.. This few weeks met with a gurl.. Kak nysa.. hmmm.. shes okie to me but still havent met her but kinda wierd to see a person who totally obssesed to hardcore packed with concept design taste.. haha.. its shocking okie! for person like her.. but the good thing is all her nonsence stop already.. haha.. Ohhh welll i guess i have to make even moreee time to update my blog (if i got the time lahhh..) maklom ns recruits tekong somemore..
Hmm... ive enjoy getting enlisted .. i made lot of friends inside out both just make me happy thats all i can say.... Like sooo suddently im addicted to arctic monkeys... haha.. i dunno y but my ears seems to have changed its tempo or something.. haha.. Okie back to the story.. haha.. Once again had to apologise for not updating often bcause got no time lahhh hope eu people understand... Okie this lady make alot of diff in my life .. Seriously.. Though our life stories are far diff still we had the same topic to worry about. haha.. alot of my time spent only talking to her .. i dunno y but i feel comfortable talking to her bout my problem but it seems she also had hers so i guess we just throw all the facts away lahhh.. haha.. Most of the time i tend to talk to her bout my past she just listens.. Still im unsure how shes feeling rite now but i guess she is cut deeeeeeeep inside just like me.. haiz... I dunno for now i cant say i can love her but to like Just a MAYBE! .. mcm giler tak? .. im not desperate okie but it seems shes okie to me though i havent met her so i wont noe her true colours .. Im just sad happy and also dunno dis wierd tingling feeling... im just confuse to understand and accept the facts.. I guess i can never noe if she had the same feeling as me now butt im not setting any hopes cause i can say she is not interested in any rite now.. Ahhh.. nevermind lahhh.. All i can do now i endure training and enjoy my days.... haha..
Okie lah friends tata.. hope to make more time updating my blog.. tata..
