Saturday, July 18, 2009
{ 9:13 AM }
My Ecstacy It Shakes My World! (random!)
Im shagged .. tired and for a while ago im restless... wonder why? Im sick of being a fool for someone.. Thinking of all my past i really think all my past effort are useless.. I really dont like being what i am last time.. The new me now is far way better than last time.. Haiz.. I used to be too kind.. Forever thinking that with whoever im with is the best for me.. That can make me happy and stress free... FUCK! All only turn out fine only for a week or so.. Being used like a puppet .. To follow her wishes and etc! haiyo.
Now after learning a few trick i know that things had to be changed abit.. haha.. Im cool now.. Only think that i want now is just a partner who is trustworthy and had simple understanding.. hmmm.. Thats not too demanding right? haha.. Ookie.. As for myself .. I cn be nice.. I can be bad.. Even worst than eu can think.. Im a straight forward person.. The more i comment the more i love her if i just kept quiet that means i dont care a fuck about her!.. I had a bad history.. Know me well and slowly i tell eu everything.. Because all i need her to undersand me fully and she needs to know the truth even if it could hurt her.! Never will a lady slap me no matter how angry she is because to me that's disrespectfull.. Im not the type who would even touch a lady roughly that could hurt her.. I dont like to be controlled tooo much .. Never try to change me cause thats the worst think that she would ever do! Unless if i find it really unaproppriate then will i change myself slowly for the better of the relationship .. But if simple comments will do because i know im not all perfect.. The most thing important is whatever a she dont like me to do she better not do it .. Its just simple understanding for me to make a better relationship..
So thats all about me .. The rest is up 2 all to judgee.. Chios!
