Dunia Fantasy

Pandang Tak Serupa Tempuh!

2011-09-08T12:43:00.000-07:00

Dunia aku makin lama dah makin merepek. Dulu nak buat ape2 semua bolee.. kalau betul laa nie satu cobaan aku terus terang dah tak bolee tahan.. aku selalu pikir nak patah balik pada jalan dulu.. tapi ramai2 kwn2 aku dahh relek dah takder brother cuma sahabat all the way.. aku dah mula sembahyang dah takde ganjar atau biji.. tapi dunia aku dah berubah kini makin lama aku sedar diri aku dah mcm takder ape2 sedangkan dulu biler aku jejak mane2 daerah rumah aku orng angkat tngn kini semua bolee pandang sebelah mata.. haiz.. bilang aku la aper lagik nak buat aku keliru.. takde orng bolee tlng aku cuma tlng diri aku sendiri.. aper yng aku kejar2kan semua nya dah tak dapat.. aper yng aku tak nak dngr atau tngk semua jadi depan mata.. patut ke aku hilang kan diri mcm dulu lagi.. tapi aku tkot nanti jadi makin tak guna! kalau aku ikot cara dulu nanti lebih rmai orng tak suka dngn perangai aku.. semua akan pikir aku mengade2.. tapi aper ader dngn idup skrng.. nak amik gmbr pun segan2.. haiz.!

Australian hot Chicks!

2009-11-13T18:17:00.000-08:00

Been There Done That!

As for some of my closest friends would have known I'm overseas going through a hectic training last month on the 10 Oct.. hehe.. Its was great.. All I've done was just enjoying myself and also manage to clear off all those nonsense stuff in my mind that shouldn't have been there actually.. haha..

Its actually my first time to Australia and surely i was abit "kiasu" like Singaporean.. Haha.. Everything was like new to me there.. Except for something close to familiar stuff in Singapore.. hehe.. Although i had sleepless nights there still i over-enjoyed myself cause all the way i was entertained by the crazzzzyyy ABG2 drivers and also my ABG2 quartermaster mates.. hehe.. All the way we worked like there is no tomorrow but still we put aside some time for rounders... Haha.. We played almost everyday and there are even sometime we played all night long without sleeping cause most of us had to be on standby for 24 hrs okie! hehe.. So fuck it like i care.. All those time spent we're never regretted cause its a whole lot of fun and laughter.. Haha.. But the sad thing is i've lost my MP3 .. ouhhhh its a birthday present from my mum actually.. Also i miss all my family especially emak! hehe.. and also my friends back iin singapore during my time there.. Hoho!

We had to actually sent 23 days out of 1 month in the thick jungle - desert australia .. Haha.. Its a wonderful experience and i consider myself and the rest lucky to be there and experience everything.. The scenery was sooo fresh and relaxing.. Although the day was way hotter than Singapore and also night as cold as your refrigerator still there are alot of things to see.. I mange to see different kind of poisonous spiders and i was told that there are over 10,000 different species of poisonous spiders here.. haha.. COol SHit man! haha.. I guess i still had lots more to go.. hehe.. We manage to find some scorpions as well .. DIfferent sizes and also colours but we all know to be careful not to get hurt by those lethal stings.. haha.. So we just take a small look at it walk off.. There are alot of Beeeeess there as well all around you can find alot of bee hives .. Fuhh.. What really attracted my attention there are ants nest.. Its like a mini hill.. Haha.. I guess there are Over a million ants in one nest and the sizes are about the size of my fingernails and those sharp pincers of theirs are so FUCKING painful once it pierce through your skin cause I've experience it first hand.. haha..

After all the hectic and steve's work done down there.. We also had jolly hell of a time at the rockhampton town ... haha.. Woohoo.. There for sure hell is unleash! haha.. The 1st thing i did once at town was to head straight to the biggest store in Yeppon ( a small area near to rockhampton) which is THE BIG 'W'... The mall really fits its name.. Though its only 1 level but the space is ten times bigger than suntec city.. haha.. Try to imagine i got lost a number of times just to look for an exit to smoke.. Haha.. Dumb2! hehe.. The locals did'nt really like our presence there but for some they are quite friendly... We manage to find some locals HOT CHICKS .. haha.. The main AIM! hehe.. I manage to get some pointers from our local buss driver on how to get attention from the local hot chicks there.... Fat ass driver that is what we called him it was rude and also bad but still luckily he did'nt take it seriously.. But on the inside who knows he might swear and curse us! Haha.... I get to know this really nice and sweet aussie lady.. Though she was abit younger than me but she looks really matured.. Now i know looks are really decieving.. Haha.. She actually become my tour guide and we had dinner on a Australian popular restaurant .. Haha.. Thanks to her i manage to get all the stuff i need and also some things else.. haha..

Finally we had to leave and head to the airport for a flight back to Singapore.. I really miss the place and anna (the sweet lady's name) but still i miss my family more than anything else.. The good news is im going there again next year and also a few more countries .. YEAY! .. Im looking foward to this adventure and more nice things to see.. I apologise for not uploading any pics here cause i've not uploaded any from my friends yet just wait cause im updating those pics on FB.. CHios and bye2 =)

2009

2009-09-26T05:07:00.000-07:00

Fly

Its been awhile since i last updated my blog.. sorry geng busy with camp lerrr... haha.. All this while i had happy and bad moments if eu guys want to noe.. haha.. All goes well so far in camp ma'am with her good mood makes us all laught like monkeys... Kekek ke per? Ader ker dier kater amirul giler? hehe.. Sial ah! haha.. Only few weeks ago had gone for training somewhere.. Super shag.. But after a while i feel a little fitter. haha.. Good enuf my stomach seems to have shrunk a bit. haha... Cause of toooooooo many running with weights on myself... Although im just a store man.. haha.. Sial! hehe.. okie the rest of my days just plain happy.. Got friends and bunk mates to kekek with.. hehe.. Happy all around... Just that the onli thing that really opened my eyes is when i see people go around labelling others.. Bru aku Maki seseorang kelmarin.. ENtah lah kan tkkan dier srng jek kan yng merepek mcm 2? hehe.. Buat bodo sua.. Jaga tepi kain aku sendiri lagik best.. B.U.T.O kan semua.. Buat bodoh ngan aper orng nak ckp.... hehe...

Okie geng perut aku ngan lapar nie dah mcm keroncong wayang kulit lain kalai kalau aku free i will update onn aite? taking care.. =)

2009

2009-08-15T23:44:00.000-07:00

Memoirsssss...

Fuhh.. After aweek straight in camp finally get to go home.. Miss family, Miss my friends .. Haha.. Luckily get to go home.. Had tough excercise in camp and also part time coolie in there as well.. haha.. But all runs well ma'am is happy with our workk and let us off early.. Hmmm.. also some one called me suddenly "YANA" .. Haiz.. Finally had some news from her.. Wish to meet her but as usual sure something might gone wrong the last minute and everything had to be cancelled.. Its ok cause im over with everything and im happy with myself and life now.. Haha.. Also good news is i've got a big date on monday.. Dunno how to dress.. Haha.. Stress2...Haha..

Okie lah too tired to carry on.. Will carry on next time.. Thanks for reading.. =)

2009

2009-07-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

My Ecstacy It Shakes My World! (random!)

Im shagged .. tired and for a while ago im restless... wonder why? Im sick of being a fool for someone.. Thinking of all my past i really think all my past effort are useless.. I really dont like being what i am last time.. The new me now is far way better than last time.. Haiz.. I used to be too kind.. Forever thinking that with whoever im with is the best for me.. That can make me happy and stress free... FUCK! All only turn out fine only for a week or so.. Being used like a puppet .. To follow her wishes and etc! haiyo.

Now after learning a few trick i know that things had to be changed abit.. haha.. Im cool now.. Only think that i want now is just a partner who is trustworthy and had simple understanding.. hmmm.. Thats not too demanding right? haha.. Ookie.. As for myself .. I cn be nice.. I can be bad.. Even worst than eu can think.. Im a straight forward person.. The more i comment the more i love her if i just kept quiet that means i dont care a fuck about her!.. I had a bad history.. Know me well and slowly i tell eu everything.. Because all i need her to undersand me fully and she needs to know the truth even if it could hurt her.! Never will a lady slap me no matter how angry she is because to me that's disrespectfull.. Im not the type who would even touch a lady roughly that could hurt her.. I dont like to be controlled tooo much .. Never try to change me cause thats the worst think that she would ever do! Unless if i find it really unaproppriate then will i change myself slowly for the better of the relationship .. But if simple comments will do because i know im not all perfect.. The most thing important is whatever a she dont like me to do she better not do it .. Its just simple understanding for me to make a better relationship..

So thats all about me .. The rest is up 2 all to judgee.. Chios!

2009

2009-07-04T22:38:00.000-07:00

Life with Kopi, Gudang garam and Me.

Haha... tdae im happy dunno y butt with no reason i cant stop smiling... I guess its bcause of me being welcomed warmly at camp! haha.. Y not we are the craziest batch ever entered bedok camp.. haha.. Since my 1st day never have i been sad since i met them.. haha.. Im glad finally god did make my life a simple and happy one.. Though there are some sad times i encountered outside butt i've never brought this negative emotions in camp.. Once again i apologise cause i did'nt update my blog sooo often .. Busy with camp.. haha.. Only fri, sat and sun jek leh blik.. hmmm..

For today, right now im enjoying my coffee with gudang garam and watching television while blogging.. haha.. Relaxing babe.. haha.. POWER RANGER!.. Supposedly i must book in today in the morn .. I did that butt at 12 dah c-a-b-o-t.. haha.. They got no food at the canteen so i got bored since all my bunk mates only booked in on the monday! What the hell! All because of not waking up for breakfast i had to suffer.. haha. but its okie im still outside. haha.. I missed lepaking at my void deck sehk.. hmm.. What to do dah sebok.. haha...

okie lah gtg.. tata.. anything i be updating sson aorund next week if not tired.. haha. tata..

Me! (HaHa Random)

2009-06-18T14:14:00.000-07:00

JUST THE LAMEST THINGS I DID IN THE MORN!

The time is 5.15 am in the morn ... Didnt sleep the whole night and just waiting for my morn jog.. I dont usually blog that regularly cause obviously im plain lazy.. haha.. ssooooo what?!? not that anyone reading my blog right? and so i dont even bother to blog sometimes unless im super bored that i really got nothing to do...

Hmmm.. today did nothing much.. I had to wake up early in the morn to see dad at the hospital ... Pity him... Dah lah tak dpt isap rokok nak kuar jap pun tak leh!.. sial nyer swine flu!... Hmmm.. he's suppose to be discharged yesterday but because of a slight fever doctor had to hold him till today or may be a few days more... Haiz.. What a luckk if not because of a liver cancer he would'nt have forced himself to go to the hospital... haiz..

Okie back to todays topic... haha.. Actually im kinda stress not knowing what to do really.. haha.. Whatever im thinking now makes me super tension.. haha.. SUPER TENTION KEPER! hmmm.. okkie... Thinking abit about my past is the most annoying thing ever.. Like the rest they tend to be feeling kinda wierd and silly at times and also for some starts to act unnecessarily.. haha.. GILE KEPER! buttttt for me i just smile and act as if nothing happen.. haha..GILER JUGAK NIE... haha.. Oh welll just my luck to actually experience all this by myself .. haha.. I dont see any reason to be all crazed up for a stupid broke up ... I do admit sometimes it is sad lose a special someone.. Someone who you spent sweet moments with as if there is no tommorrow.. Someone who you cared for while he/she is sick... Someone who hugged you warmly when your lonely and always stares sweetly at your eyes with her/his sweet lips saying "i love you so much" countless times.. haha... All this are just memories for me... Cause i know everytime i fall there is always something new to be learnt and also in my mind i kept reminding myself that someone might be in worse dilema than me and if she/he can make it in life why not me? So simply to say im not as weak as the old me...

I dont know why? Since im soooo used to be single i lost touch of my old sweet me .. haha.. The cassanova who could melt a heart in just 5 mins on the phone or face to face simply with sweet words and natural charm.. haha.. MAMPOS TTTM! haha.. Usually i get comments from lady friends or people outside like " Your soooo sweet"and etc.. I dont even bother to remember all that cause im in a single mode now.. haha.. After a while lady friends or people comments turn upside down like " Eeek! your discusting" "Shit! that really hurt me deep" and etc... haha.. Since i broke up more than a year ago i've change alot! Seriously... Almost all my lady friends notice it ... Some even asked me why... HAHA.. Isnt it like a stupid question? How would i know? haha.. I start mixing with old so called "rugged" friend back at the airport times.. Haha.. I relearnt the word happy and enjoyment! and also i've learnt to be tooo straight forward..Thats bad!.. haha .. Simply these group of friends helped me alot.. They were there when im lonely at home... Just a beep! haha.. " Man lu mau main pool keper?!" haha.. and i'll reply " Gua ehsai!" haha.. The usual spot? "LUCKY PLAZA LEVEL 6" haha.. We're like regulars.. Every single day we would just stroll around town awhile and a second later you can find us upstairs with our cue sticks playing and lauhging out sooo loud as if we're at home without caring about the people around us.. haha.. I love those times seriously.. Only during these times where i can laugh my heart out originally cause you're going to hear a non-stop stupid, rude and also crazy jokes.. haha.. sial2!

I actually have a crush on someone but i guess she does not know that or just acting as if nothing happens.. haha.. I need some time to get in touch with the old sweet me... That way i'm preety sure i can really let her heart rest peacefully on my palms.. haha.. CEHK CONFIDENT KE PER! haha.. Ladies really should understand guys cause its always been a guys job to try to understand ladies! So ladies please stop being egoistic! haha.. There are certain rules that a lady should do and avoid!

DO's : Should always make a guy feel confident but not toooo confident!
DONT 's : A lady should not compare a guy with another guy cause if he's a hard head
then your in deep shit! haha.
DO's : Always let a guy show his gentlemanness .. haha.. That way you will feel alot
better cause he's going to be sweeter than a honey!
DONT 's : Never ever make use of guys! Unless he is someone who loves to make use of you! Then DO IT.. Cause he deserves it.. haha..
DO's : Remember to always make yourself look good cause for some guys they feel
abit proud going out with you if you look good! haha.. That way it decrease your
chances of being kicked out! haha..
DONT's : NEVER cut a conversation when guys are trying to converse sweet words
cause that will only spoil his mood to be a sweet and romantic person! haha..

FOR both sexes : Its always good to just give and take cause there are no reasons at all
for anyone to be ego and let either side to take on everything.

Ladies who read this.. Im not siding anyone on this issue cause to me all sweet ladies deserve fully to be respected, loved and also be treated like a princess.. But always remember that there are limits to everything!just take note of the time to treat a guy right with what he deserve. For those who are heartless just be single its safer cause you might be mistreated or might hurt someone else.. As for me the hunt begins.. haha.. Im looking forward for a better relationship and also to be happy with myself no matter with whom or what im with.. haha..

Okie i guess i've blogged enough! Time to meet the jogging track.. Thanks to blog im happy now and always admiring that sweet smile.. haha.. All out! Alright tata.. any unhappy comments do call me!

2009

2009-05-30T18:54:00.000-07:00

WTF

Tdae lying in m bed all stressed up and dying cause my head bout to burst into million pieces.. I dunno what to say animore all i can do now is to think and think again on what will happen to me in the future.. I not ready for all this seriously.. Im still depending on them yet all this still had to happen.. haiz.. I noe there are people who have gone through even stressfull moment than mine but still im dying .. I dunno wether to cry or be sad or laugh or whatever shit.. Im soooooo stressd up... Tell me what else can i do? *Blank*.. I just cant give up... I noe there are still solutions.. Haiz...

2009

2009-05-21T04:28:00.000-07:00

Life

Life will never be like you expected always... I've experienced the worse to the most happiest but never will any of it lasts to the very end.. I guess there are always things better for us in the future.. haha.. Hmmm... Im soo fucking bored unable to sleep kept thinking of nonesence.. Watching mtv still nothing interesting... Yet nothing interest me alot nowadays accept spending quality time relaxing playing pool at lucky plaza with kai, slacking at void deck wth my bedok boys or spending time with family once i booked out..

From what i see people never change.. The world is forever colourfull even till the end of my days.. Love care concern and many more good deeds in mind always kept appearing in all peoples heart no matter how bad or ugly they are.. Its always the way it should have been ... Broke ups, will forever be the issues for teenagers who start to understand the meaning of life.. Im starting to respect all those parents including mine who can always show love care concern and understanding towards each other which make the relationship even more strong and stable.. For me ... Hmmm still confusing.. No matter how much i say no still i cant deny i still love her .. I wonder why? But there are always facts that im never going to be with her again even after a million years.. Hopefully she's happy with that special someone.. Haha.. Its sucks to loose that special someone but now im starting to understand .. Loosing them makes the other even stronger to move on.. I guess the one and only for now will only appear in my fairytale till the days come.. im starting to get a hang of everything.. In my mind i always think of something usefull spending my time wisely and never gonna loose all my speial ones..

Friends family and anyone who read my blog.. It may be just a random thing to you.. Heed this advice ... You are stronger than you think.. Never give up on someone who always been there to confort you.. Never loose your path of life regreting facts that happen in life.. Cause the world is forever going to keep on spinning like how our luck will be ... Always be on the positive side.. Accept the facts and move on cause the better future awaits your presence.. Its okie to love but to loose yourself because of love?.. Thats totally wrong .. Cause life is just a bitter sweet symphony...

2009

2009-05-16T18:36:00.000-07:00

The turning tides

Hey everyone... thx fer reading... =) .. haha.. sorry for not updating my blog daily... Busy with camp. hehe... aniways time for tdae topic.. I came across this super sweet indon movie tittled " KANGEN".. Its recommended by me, eu people should watch... The show that almost make me cry... So sweet... luckily im a bit strong so didnt cry lahhhh.. haha... The thread of the story is super interesting... The saddest part is when the girl lost his guy in a car accident...

The story began when this sweet lady met with a decent but poor guy... They actually met each other at a college in indon... So when the guy decides to ignore this lady because of her own ego, this lady just wont give up and kept on trying to wooo him... what a joke ... so finally both came to a conclusion to fall in love... Day by day they get closer and closer and even deeper in love... one night the guy actualy took a step forward and made a very romatic move... haha.. sooo sweet lah siol! .. he watch the stars through the telescope ant the lady's house... Slowly he taught the lady bout the lunar cycles and how the world spins... He came up with this phrase " in daylight the sun rises where all our friends comes together and at night where the moon rises and star starts to shine is where we are lonely but the stars is always there to accompany us" .. hahaha.. sweet kan3?... hehe.. To cut the story short.. The days of happines came to an end.. cause ths\e guy met with a terrible accident and unfortunately the lady was there to see how he died... Kesian2...
The lady start to go crazy crying all the way... Se kept on imagining the guy's ilusion around.. Day by day she kept on crying...

The end was unclear cause by then im already tired and dying ... haha... So i went to bed but truly i desire for somebody like that but reality is the world is cruel... So i have to watch my steps... haha.. Okie everyone tata.. Gtg... getting ready to book in back... =)

The right feeling ( I GUESS?!?!)

2009-05-08T18:50:00.000-07:00

When Rainbow turn Rambo! (Random)

Ohhhhh wellll i guess i had to update my blog.. No regular reader so i dun have to care if i update it or not... Haiz... Alot of changes happen to me so far... So near still havent noe... haha.. im enlisted and im super happy... haha.. still im satisfied with everything ever happen to me.. haha.. This few weeks met with a gurl.. Kak nysa.. hmmm.. shes okie to me but still havent met her but kinda wierd to see a person who totally obssesed to hardcore packed with concept design taste.. haha.. its shocking okie! for person like her.. but the good thing is all her nonsence stop already.. haha.. Ohhh welll i guess i have to make even moreee time to update my blog (if i got the time lahhh..) maklom ns recruits tekong somemore..

Hmm... ive enjoy getting enlisted .. i made lot of friends inside out both just make me happy thats all i can say.... Like sooo suddently im addicted to arctic monkeys... haha.. i dunno y but my ears seems to have changed its tempo or something.. haha.. Okie back to the story.. haha.. Once again had to apologise for not updating often bcause got no time lahhh hope eu people understand... Okie this lady make alot of diff in my life .. Seriously.. Though our life stories are far diff still we had the same topic to worry about. haha.. alot of my time spent only talking to her .. i dunno y but i feel comfortable talking to her bout my problem but it seems she also had hers so i guess we just throw all the facts away lahhh.. haha.. Most of the time i tend to talk to her bout my past she just listens.. Still im unsure how shes feeling rite now but i guess she is cut deeeeeeeep inside just like me.. haiz... I dunno for now i cant say i can love her but to like Just a MAYBE! .. mcm giler tak? .. im not desperate okie but it seems shes okie to me though i havent met her so i wont noe her true colours .. Im just sad happy and also dunno dis wierd tingling feeling... im just confuse to understand and accept the facts.. I guess i can never noe if she had the same feeling as me now butt im not setting any hopes cause i can say she is not interested in any rite now.. Ahhh.. nevermind lahhh.. All i can do now i endure training and enjoy my days.... haha..

Okie lah friends tata.. hope to make more time updating my blog.. tata..

There he go again!

2009-04-01T00:25:00.000-07:00

Cause Im The Best There Is

Hahaha... soooo sorrie for not updating my blog for a while.. been busy llaaahhhhhss.!! haha.. Hmmmm.. where should i start? Okie lets seee... Ahhhh tdae im veryyyyyyyy tired.. Havent slept at all for three days ... haha... Crazy rite? Yeah cause i am crazzzyyyy.... haha.. I've got alot of problems lahhh.. Countdown to ns is left with 24 days only lahhh.. haiyo.. Still i got no ticks on my work progress... Alamakkkk... Susah sehkkk.. Money problem also one issue.. haiyoo... Day by day my pocket got torn up bit by bit.. haiyo...

Three days agooo .. hahaha... For strange reasons i cannot sleep soooo decide to calll up Zack , Hakim and alsssooo Kamal.. haiyo .. KECOHHHH SNGT2.. haha.. We open up the radio and started to shout and scream... haha.. MCM ORANG GILER!!...haha.. Awhile later the police came .. Luckily we had few of our neighbourhood friends sitting at the void deck.. They call us up and inform us... So we just acted as if nothing happened and we lower down the radio volume abittt and started playing taiti or so called as snap poker.. haha.. The police officers were polite and they asked us to lower down again our radio.. haha.. OKIELAH!! .. haha.. We then decide to continue playing the card game altogether... Again and again Zack kept on losing.. We came out with this idea as if something who we named it THE PAWANG who always made Zack lose ... Hahaha... Last minute we then planned a fishing trip.. It was a stupid plan actually with nothing prepared and all agreed... haha.. That night was a crazy night... Everyone just cant stop laughing.. hahaha.. We continued playing till sunrise .. haha...

Two days ago in the morn we were tired.. But unluckilly everyone still cant sleep at all... Haiyo..
went home to take a shower then we continue to meet up again.. We kept on doing stupid things like playing taiti AGAIN and also we played cathing.. haha.. Its was fun actually running around my neighbourhood shouting like crazy people ... haha. But the strange thing was we just cant stop having fun and laughing.. haha.. Everyone was like how we was 7 years ago .. haha.. MCM BUDAK2 LAHHH SEHK!!! haha.. Then when at night we sit some place again and turn on to MS 12 at RIA radio.. Its was nonesence since we were bored and continued playing card game again.. haha.. That night kamal decide we prepare our fishing gear and meet up in the morn at east coast .. After everythng was ready we then sit together again and continue our game till 4 am.. We pack up went bck home and shower again... Haha.. We then set a place at east coast for fishing..

Upon arrival at east coast there were a big fuss... Everyone had no plans on how to get there.. Cause the problem is there is only one bike and only two person among us four can use the bike. haha.. Finally all decide that Zack and Hakim to take the bike since the both of them are the smallest and lightest.. haha. After everything okie we set back to our journey.. People all around busy waiting for bus to school and some to werk .. haha.. Both me and kamal busy carrying our rods and also other equipments waiting for the bus.. haha.. DRNG CNFRM JEALOUS NYER.. haha..

Once we reach there.. Everyone prepared their own rods .. I had to help all 3 of them cause most of them dont know how to tie a simple knot on the hooks.. haha.. Haiyo.. After 7 hours fishing ive caught nothing neither do the three of them.. We were bored haiz... so everyone decide to pack and went back home... haha..

Sooo thats alll Soriieee again for not updating wuite a while.. haha.. tata..

2009

2009-02-12T06:26:00.000-08:00

My Thursday Outing!!

Tdae was a crazziiiieeee day.... Kai and me together with float another friend of ours decided to go for an outing and not to forget to tag along with a girl - friend along with each of us... Hahaha.. Its just a random outing.. With no stupid intentions orr dream.. Haha.. Just plain friend2 outing.. Fhewww... It was indeed a tiring day althought all we did was just laugh.. haha..

It all started when i was chatting with one of my friend at msn "Mira".. haha.. she was funn to chat with .. Abit loyar buruk and also merepek.. haha.. But all round we are just friends nuting more.. haha... At the same time on msn i was chatting with kai.. Haha.. So i decided to plan the perfect outing with kai and float.. At the same time each of us must tagg along a girl - friend together.. haha.. Then i prank mira online.. haha.. At the same time kai also knew mira at imesh buttt i just dun want to tell mira .. haha.. I was anxious to bring mira along so she said yessss... Wooohhhhoooo.... I told her to meet me at orchard mrt at 4pm.. haha. Then we quickly logged off and get ready..

Along the way kai wanted to meet me at ct halll.. Cause he had to take his precious mummy's stuff.. haha.. anak mak langsung.. hehe.. So after waiting for a heeeelllll of 30 mins then he arrived.. With a bigggg matress truck.. haha.. Gerekkkk perrr? hehe.. soooooo spacious sehkkk at the back.. Along with him together is float and a lady named "Naema".. Some one kai actually introduced to Float.. since he had no one to bring along so he decided to tag along with naema.. haha.. All runs welll.. Bringging along the stickers ... Kai, Float, naema and me decided to proceed to orchard... haha.. Then thats the time where i met up with "mira" haha... She waited for me for about 10 mins at orchard mrt when i finaly arrived i called her up to tel her where to meet up.. haha.. So finaly we met at Wisma Atria entrance.. haha.. Mcm nak giler seyyy... Jalan saner sini crik dia.. Fhewww.. haha..

Without further a dew we boarded the matress express.... haha.. Lorry tilam ah aper lagik.. Gedek ooooiiiii... Sooooo spacious.. smpi terbaring2 sehk pat blakang.. haha.. But it was stuffy thats the tak best part.. haha..
I had to be seated at the back with mira and kai .. Along the way we planned to go to changi to have our lunch.. Then suddenly float appear at the door at the back!!! Mamposs he's the driver siol... In the middle of a heavy traffic further more his truck was in the middle of the road... Mcm senteng sehkk.. haha. He just want to tell us that there is a change of plan.. He decided to drive us to Newton circus.. Haha.. Aper daaaa... haha.. Finally we reach the place.. Another problem .. haha.. This fellow float actually drove round and round and round the carpark for about 7 times and finally decided to park at a motorcycle parking slot.. SHIT!!!! aper nie.. haha.. The rest at the back were all laughing including me cursing him infront for being sooo idiotic.. haha...

We got out of the truck and head towards the stalls around... haha.. Gerek per... Alot of varieties.. Until I dunno what to buy to eat.. haha.. We bought ayam panggang weeee... We also bought some murtabak wooohhhoooo.. haha.. SOme nasi gooooreengg.. haha.. And drinks.. haha.. At the same time we order another sotong bakar with samball... Alamak power dahhhh.... Haha.. We ate all up till we cannot stand up lahhh. haha.. Soooooo fullll.. hehe.. Then after a while we got up and head to the truck.. There we smoke and took some pictures.. haha..

(Us at the back of the truck After our heavy Lunch)

After smoking we head straight to Changi beach.. haha. Gerek perrr.. haha.. We enjoyed sooo much there.. We sang crazy songs... Haha... We ran around .. Haha... Till the people around looked at us sooo happy like crazieee people.. haha.. Laughing nonestop.. My ribs were painfulll... My cheeeks are cramped.. haha.. I cried while laughing as well... Smame goes to the rest.. haha... We head back home.. Float send us back with his matress truck.. Sooo i guess it was a happy moments spent with my friends after all.. haha..

Sooo thats alll i guesss for tdae... And im glad it all happens... haha... Okie tata.. Thx fer reading.. =)

2009

2009-02-07T22:56:00.000-08:00

The Day I Go Lala!!

It seems tdae was a great day indeed.. haha.. I woke up in the morning planning to go fishing.. weee.. but all was cancelled bcause everyone had a lack of dicipline to oke up early in the morn.. haha.. what a crap.. haha... Butt.. All still runs welll had alot of fun in the afternoon.. haha..

Standing for about an hour or so just for the sake to got into Expo Hall 6.. Its a fine afternoon.. Welll as usual amir had to call me and sms me discussing a plan for a boring afternoon.. haha.. Sooooo... we decided to go for shopping spree at Expo.. haha.. Bfore everything.. Amir was over there earlier than me... Expo was a super crowded place for this particular event .. Alot of people were present at the Nike Sale.. Upon alighting the bus i head straight for the entrance.. Over there i still need to line up in a super long queue.. Haha.. Mcm nak mampos sehk.. Haha.. After that i still need to line up for another queue.. Haha.. then finally i reached inside.. Alot of people were inside reallly alot.. Shoes, clothes, Thights and most of the nike stuff were lying around .. Alot of thrash were also around.. haha.. So we walked around the halll and looked around... Alot of stuff available but mostly nonesence.. haiyooo.. Luckily i found a nike teee haha.. So i quickly picked it up and pay for it.. After everything we just head straight home..

Okei lah gang thats all for tdae.. Im lazy to type lot more cause its already at night.. Taking care..

2009

2009-02-02T18:30:00.000-08:00

What Im Doing Nw.

For this year alot of good stuff lah , hot stuff lah and happening stuff lah happening.. haha.. Im so full with things to do since the ending of January .. haha. What to do orng nak relek per.. haha.. The good stuff is i got to watch my favourite movie online.. haha.. Hey it takes hell of my time okie.. Looking at google for supporting sites to offer the movie streamings i want.. haha.. But at last i found it .. 2 days later.. haha.. Lamer kan3? hehe. But atleast im fully satisfied and happy with the results.. haha.. Underworld : Rise of the licans 'N' IP man .. haha.. Wahhhh. shoik lah sehk .. The definition also high.. Qality POWER!! Also im able to download it smoothly .. haha.. But the best part is i got to watch it for free instead of going to the movies and had to waste 7 bucks.. haha..

The ends meet of January was a blast... It was the most happening week of January.. Haha.. Just imagine for the whole week Myself and family went fishing non-stop, back-to-back.. haha.. Mcm Orng giler kan? haha.. Its fun okie.. Having time to spent with my own family.. haha.. Luckily on that week my mum decide to give my brothers a break.. haha.. Step sakit Siol amik mc lamer2. All thanks to me... Hahaha.. We rampage the Changi Beach.. We break the silence at East Coast Beach and Finally went Ouh lala crazy at Pasir Ris Beach.. haha.. Mcm orng giler siol!!! haha.. Its really happening okie.. Had alot of fun.. Finally the ties is being brought closer towards each other.. hehe.. Im so happy.. haha..

On the spark of Febuary.. Another event happened.. I was there and i experience it myself.. eventuallyy to attend i had to breach my probation cause all started at 2 am!! SHIT!! haha.. Its was a heaven on earth party and im sooo happy.. My friends from the west side Khai and the shitheads (what we name our circle of friends) actually make a gathering party at a Chalet near downtown.. haha.. Its a real gathering okie!! .. The whole room was flooded with chicks.. haha.. ADOI!!! aper nie. haha. I take my time to introduce myself to everyone but eventually i just skip the entertaiment part (if eu noe what i mean) and started to barbeque some meat and fishballs.. haha.. Im hungry okie.. haha.. They had beers and whisky's around okie!! Luckily i didnt drink at all.. haha.. So had to be a body guard to those drunk bastards.. haha.. We shout we run around havoc mcm sial!! haha.. And finally in the morn we jump to the pool and rest.. haha.. I had to help another friend of mine to clear the surrounding shit full of litters siol!! irritating nak mampos.. haha.. After everything i staright head back home and sleep. wee...

I guess thats all for tdae... FYI people i had updated my blog and also i edit every side of it as well. haha.. For those trance addicts who crave for the ambience of trance please... DO ENJOY!! taking care chios amigos santianos. haha aper2 lah. haha. Tata

2009

2009-01-25T21:22:00.000-08:00

New Year New Me!

Its been too long since i've touched this keyboard... haiz.. Too much to tell.. haha.. Im busy nowadays. Not knowing what i want, what to do and always having what i dun want instead..
Hmm.. among all the best part is time spent with my family.. Haha.. We went all out fishing... With friends who tagged along.. Woah what a blast. Still im happy with everything.. Im going NS soon.. Haha.. Cant wait though. Dun noe y im soooo eager.. haha.. At last im becoming even fitter.. Furthermore im posted to Tekong.. hahaha.. Its a guarantee new and fit me.. haha..

Hahaha.. its not the end yet dun worry.. There are still more to read here.. haha.. Days ago i went fishing with my bestie .. haha.. We had alot of fun.. Everything was a messs.. We over enjoyed and there is was , MR RAIN!! .. hahaha... It was tooo heavy that i almost flew away .. Me!!! yeah its true.. The wind was as strong also.. By then alll of our stuff were wet .. haha.. Luckily those important stuff etc. hp, mp3 were all in a black thrash plastic bag.. haha.. We had to sit aside like good boys haha... Trying to hide from the rain .. Furthermore the weather was sssssooooooooo cold... I was shivering all over.. haha.. My bestie was also shivering.. haha.. Hahaha.. After everything we continue our crazynesss.. Sooo happy that we did'nt realise that the fish already bitten one of our baits.. haha.. Luckily we were able to pull it up.. haha.. Its a BIG fish okie!! haha... weee... We shouted soo loud that the people across us looked at us.. We just laugh like hell .. haha..

Again few days after i went fishing again.. haha.. This time with my God father .. He was a Fisherman bfore.. Deep sea fishing was his speciality.. We set aside some bucks for our taxi rides then we head straight to tanah merah.. Over there we saw some people already cast their baits, so we looked for other spots nearby for a place to.. Too eager to have a big catch I quickly set my fishing rod fixing the hooks and everything a taught by my dad and god dad... Hahaha.. There beside me my god dad just sit around enjoying his lunch.. I tried to ask him why he didnt set up his fishing rod and he replied to me gently saying "What's the rush?, relax fill ur stomach" .. I totally ignored him and started to cast my rod.. Moments later he finish eating and then he started to fix up everything.. Aftere casting and everything i was amazed that after a while he was the 1st to get a catfish... Woah.. Its big okie .. I was shocked, he was the last to cast but the first to get a fish.. The fish was about the size of my thights .. After a while its my turn.. Hahaha.. My fishing rod starts to shake .. I was about to reel it in but my god dad stoped me. He said leave it a while let the fish have a better bite at it first.. Hahaha.. Guess what he was right, the shaking stops then suddenly the pull was even stronger till my rod almost broke into half.. haha.. Atlast i caught a big one.. Haha.. Its a catfish as welll.. But this time its a bit bigger about 2x the size of my calf.. I was so happy.. Haha.. After dawn the whole place gets dark.. so we decided to pack up everything and leave..

Hmmmm.. I actually got alot to tell but i'm dead tired now so i guess i had to just finish it here.. Sorrie.. Ouh well tata everyone thx fer reading my blog..

2008

2008-11-03T18:37:00.000-08:00

Worked My Ass Out

Tdae is the third day of my work.. All runs well but then its super tiring.. Just imagine to had to stand still the whole 8 hours.. alamak... Even the 1 hour break like nuthing sia.. haha.. But then what to do want money mah.. hahaha. Okie but im happy.. haha.. Dunno why but the place had all cheerful staff.. All the time when they ee me they say HI.. So i also lah.. Say want to respect people mah.. haha..

At my front desk there are three seniors.. 1 already leave the place the other two were bullied .. haha. shoik sehk bully people.. Muahahha.. But still i Had my limit and even though im the youngest among all still they treated me alike. Im so happy. See tey noe how i feell.. Hahhaha.. luckily..

There this one time arond the afternoon.. One of our members had to complain bout the outlook of the gym.. He say that the place was super messy.. Then i had to handle him.. And eu want to Know what i say? ahaha.. i just simply explain to him everything and say.. " What you expect sir the whole damn gym was under renovation what?" "Wahlau" .. haha.. my manger already shook his head and quickly taje over the situition.. haha.. Luckily i was saved.. After settling everything.. My manger ask if im crazy or what .. so i had to reply him.. Why is the member so fussy? Then my manager had to reply in a soft manner .. What do you think? This bulgars pay our club 7K just to enjoy the facilities for 2 yrs.. wahhhhh.. 7K? that a large sum siol... who in the hell wants to pay 7K for just 2 yrs work out? might as well eu go public gym cheaper some more.. Then manager say.. What to do people like them dunno where to spent their money so they pay here lorr.. haha.. In ither words he do have a point.. Wahhhh.. If i were to have that kind of money i would go on a lot of holiday.. haha.. Just to enjoy peacefull scenery alone overseas.. haha..

okie lah gang thats al for tdae... taking care.. Tata..

2008

2008-11-02T18:30:00.000-08:00

Money Is Important..

Hahaha.. tdae my second day of work.. Made new friends and also saw alot of preety chick who went there to work out. wahhhhh.. Beh tahan ah!! .. haha.. But still work is still work .. i cannot eat and shit there what so what to do must bare with it lorr.. hahaha.. yup2.. im happy. everyone there is friendly.. i had my break time with my friends haha.. shoik sehk.. we talked alot bout everyone.. haha.. not gossip okie just a plain talk.. haha.. We ate at macdonads.. wooohhhoooo.. shoik ah.. haha.. Long time since i enjoy the fast food. hahaha.. So atleast must try once a while..

The place im working at i where all rich people stay. I mean super rich.. People who own thier apartments.. Like those rich people who bought their own land were staying around.. Some were even managers on a big2 company.. Some were lawyers some were even ceo or directors of a huge company.. wahhhhh .. really scary man.. haha.. The way i see them dress wahhh. Some were simple some wear expensive clothing. .... Alamak.. Worse still some were complaint kings.. haha.. since my place was under renovation the place was a bit dusty.. Then i has to see to every complaint.. Alamak.. But then i think all out the place was nice...

Okie lah thats all for tdae.. I wasted my sleeping time typing but then its just for a while.. haha.. k okie lah taking care.. tata.. bubbye. =)

2008

2008-11-01T18:18:00.000-07:00

Time to Work

Hmmm.. its been too long since i've updated my blog.. haha.. busy jack what to do need money so work lorr.. haha.. but then i dint forget my bro and friends accept for some.. i mean those scoundrels that onli noe to get into trouble onli.. haha.. but im still okie stress free smile all the way.. Thats me.. haha.. but then there are still some story meant to be kept a secret onli for me to noe for all to find out.. =).. i miss someone but then she far2 away.. what to do she had to follow her parents what.. haha..

Woah.. ever since i've started this work im all strech to the core.. all day working till no off days accept when im super tired then i ask for one.. but that also if necessary.. Tdae i was a cnfrm full time staff .. wahhhhhh. the pay was super shoik.. Even thinking bout the sum im getting already makes me feel happy.. imagine enjoying all day at bedok jetty fishing or even at void deck lacking or mayb shopping with friends and even can go clubbing.. haha.. Must enjoy okie.. haha.. thats part of me also. enjoy.. life life fully when im young.. haha. but all that must wait cause i also need to take care of my prestige on work .. must show that i reaally can commit in order to enjoy the lump sum of cash... woohhhoooo... hahaha..

I had completed training there so my manager decided to place me and other newbies stuff upfront where everything is diff... My 1st day was horrible.. i cant pass messages properly.. i cant even stand a still cause too scared to do more mistake... haha.. but thats was normal.. According to my manager all this is always experienced by new schools.. haha.. Wait till i've become senior then i quickly get promoted to operations manager.. haha.. the new young and cute manager.. haha.. Still Man BHB. haha.

okielah thats all sorrie for nt updating cause im busy lah jack work work work.. hah.. till then see you . tata.. taking care..

2008

2008-09-30T11:01:00.000-07:00

What A Celebration.

This yr as usual yrs i've been going single all way round.. Everytime i want to start a proper relationship its always been some problem occured.. All the way i've been punked till im really hurt.. I have tried my best to find one but still not suceeding. Furthermore im still not doing any progress.. All my friends would be happy having a couple going around dis yr... Here i am sitting down thinking who and when should i start a realtionship with or when? Haiz. i Dunno .. im still confuse and also im bored.. I just need someone to be with.. I just need some to hang around wih other than my families and friends. I just need some one to talked sweetly and romanticly at night.. I need some one to calmed me when im sad oor angry.. I just need somebody to be with besides my friends or family.. Oklah thts all.. Its to late at night and im unable to think well so taking care..

2008

2008-09-22T13:34:00.000-07:00

Just Random *bored*

Tdae had some great stuff happening.. Hmmm.. Had great time with daddy.. weee.. After long time we went out to bedok south.. Haha.. He bought alot of stuff for break fast tdae.. Wahhh... Shoik ah.. I ate alot for buka tdae and was bloated till end of terawih sia... haha.. Tdae went out whole day just to think of a colour to highlight my hair.. haha.. Kecorable ah.. haha.. I with cicak we both go from bedok to tam to simei bck to bedok.. Hahaha.. End up didnt buy anithing.. haha.. Haiyo.. Tiring but fun.. We met alot of our friends around.. haha.. Making pit stops just to endure the urge to smoke.. Hahaha.. really tempting sia.. haha.. but still we made it till buka to just smoke.. haha... Tdae also had made some phone calls to my ex just to ask her hows life thats alll and made some new friends tooo.. haha.. Cool keper? haha..

After along time slacking atlast went to prayers .. haha.. What a sin.. But still i did go also what rather than some who didnt go at all.. hahaha.. Hmmm.. So ya lah thats alll... Nuthing more to tell all just for tdae.. thank you..

2008

2008-09-17T07:11:00.000-07:00

Am I That Blind?!?

(Am I Always On A Curse??)

I dunno what happen all this while.. Things just so weird.. Hahaha.. Am i too picky? Hmm.. Dun think so yaww.. Shit happens .. Haha.. Hmm.. Since the start of my relationship its always been me getting other people instead for the ones i love.. Weird can? haha.. But im still happy though many scars made again and again.. Haha.. Cause im crazy.. Haha.. Hmmm.. Could it be the sign? Mayb god really wants me to get the right one lah.. haha.. Right one ehk? hmmm.. How long more? Lahhhhhh.. Haiz.. Bored!! haha.. Hari raya gonna be single again.. haha.. Walking alone one side like emo people while others had their own partner.. Some were lucky to be married.. Haha.. So they already had a partner reserved .. haha.. But me? hmmm.. Srng lagik.. haha..

Some days make me think alot... How is it possible to be this way.. I've always wanted a serious relationship but things just happen.. Its either i've been dumbed or being cheated.. I seems unbelievable.. Buttttt.... Its true! haha.. Not trying to seek for pityness but my close friends knows me best.. They say im the most unlucky in term of realtionships.. Never last more than a year.. hahaha.. Sure to be dumbed or cheated.. Tried alot of times askin my Girl - Friends.. Whats in me that people hated the most.. They say i make them laugh till they can cry.. SHIT!! People hate that.. Call eu alien if eu hate that.. Hahaha.. Still the questions tick at my mind.. Hmmm.. I need posibilities.. WHAT DO YOU HATE BOUT ME??? Hahaha.. Need voted too aite? anything do it on my tag board.. haha..

So as for tdae i did nothing still no work.. Sitting at home finish rice bowls onli.. haha.. Ouh ya still miss a friend who is aboard.. Hope she okie.. Read her blog earlier.. She sounds happy.. Hahaha.. Im happy tooooooo.. She also found some one she love.. Hahaha.. Thats Good!! haha.. Atlast the doctor done a good deed again.. Furthermore its fasting months.. Haha.. Holy somemore.. Hopefully im blessed differently this year.. haha.. Okie lah thats all for tdae.. Hear from me soon aite.. hehe.. Taking care.. Ciaos!!

2008

2008-09-14T05:20:00.000-07:00

It Remains The Same

(Prof Dr Man Giler point of view)

(abstracted from Book Of Life By Prof Dr Man Giler Book IV)

Life.. what do eu people noe about it.. *ehem*.. Some say life full of miracles . Some says life sucks.. Some say life is full of nonesence and some even say its worth living all this while.. Hmmm.. to me life just the way it should be. In every aspect there are ups and down.. Even crazy people know that.. Its just the basic nature for humans that live on earth.. Unlike some aliens who noe only to smile all the way.. Hahaha.. lolz.. In life people have alot of ventures.. Some have a good life some dont.. Some example are the rich and the poor. While the rich live lavishly and the poor lived as if they were exiled.. But have eu heard some rich who lived unhappily and some poor lived happily like theres no tom.. Eu see this are proof thats life just full of ups and down..

Hmmm.. this is proof based on wealth purposes.. But for love life? Oh well im also addicted to it some how.. Addicted in a manner where i myself experience it alot of time.. Some say love just complicaing and complex whereby some say its just natural to fall in love.. Hahaha.. Love is chemistry and also its based on others behaviour and judgements.. Most breakups occur on long term relationship due to boredness.. Eu see in life eu dun expect everything to be the same what? some how or rather eu need some changes.. After the break up process happen somehow or later either party starts to regret and later everything change IF they willing to accept it OR for some who didnt start afresh or just ignore eveything around them and live in darkness.. For example a friend of mine had recenly broke up on a 8 mnths relationship but later suddenly the ex ask for a patch so they are bck together.. Nw they happy good .. very good indeed.. Im happy they happy everyone happy.. haha.. Whereas another friend of mine recently also broke up .. Though she/he(for close identity purpose) didnt accept the other party patch up purposal she/he still sad and still happy.. Im also confuse .. But ohh well life just like that.. Through my 7 yrs relationship experience.. I have a thought that love is indeed some exploits of human cycle of life.. What i mean is eu see every broke up improves a relationship whereby another thought were just remain single and wait is better.. All round people send critics around saying girls this boy this and man this woman that.. Its easy to say all boys, girls, man and woman are the same.. Face the facts we are human beings all of us stays in a same PLANET have same INFLUENCES around.. Not to say that some species of man or woman live differently.. Hahaha.. So do expect things to happen lorr.. Haha.. Advice? eu need advice? okie .. My advice is be diff, Be romantic, Have alot of surprises.. Be diff in a positive manner whereby both parties accept it..

And lastly.. The final aspect.. Life may not be as what we want always.. I too have some difficulties of my own.. Still i take time to realise my mistake cause i know im a human being too.. Thats the reason the word luck exist.. Luck exist in every aspect mentioned.. We need luck to improve business true? Thats called challenge.. We need luck to woo girls rite? Thats called charisma.. We also need luck to earn more correct? Thats called gamble.. Get it? Challenge, charisma and gamble.. This three may not be same for all.. Some may get more some may get less.. Its just a balance of YING and YANG... The reason for my speech tdae is for a person who i called her as a friend.. She suffered alot and all some to a certain extend where she thinks death is the only option.. What im able to tell her nw is in every way there always a door to solutions on every problems cause suicide is never a solution whereby it may bring to more trouble.. I just hope that i might be with her to help her all the way.. But too bad im onli able to meet her online on msn.. Hopefully she's able to take everything by herself slowly and also with my little titsy bitsy help online.. So yup2 Thats all for tdae.. Mayb i might be able to make another talk like this some other time.. Just according to my mood lorr.. I also HUMAN being what not ROBOT okie.. haha.. Okie lah taking care..

Sign Off

Prof Man Giler

2008

2008-09-13T04:16:00.000-07:00

Man Schwarzenegger

(some subtopics huh?)(haha.)

Yay tdae just a nice day like 4 days bfore.. hehe.. Enjoyed myself.. No more emo2 nonesence.. haha.. Did have some memories.. Made new friends around.. All was fine for me.. Haha.. Hope this last for ever .. staying calm and relaxed.. Looking at ever prob in positive manner.. Woah... Shoik2.. haha.. just the way i like.. Done quite alot of physical training.. All over got cramps.. haha.. but still sitting at the computer at night blogging.. Haha.. Good mood per all can wan.. haha.. Wahh hopefully ah one day become like arnold Schwarzenegger or even better and sexier.. (What an imagination.. haha)

Had some thinking and may lead to a prob.. Haiyo.. haha.. Still im relaxed and just accept the answer.. I had confessed something *ehem* but hopefully whatever ive done may be at the rite time.. Though the person still not around cause overseas.. haha... But nvm lah.. Just facing luck directly this time no more mess ups no more probs.. Just hope this time its really meant to be what it should be happening 7 mnths ago.. Moments like this are not meant to be forced or rushed.. Thats what BHB girl told me .. haha.. (wei i still remember okie.. haha.)..

Hmmm.. tdae also got fun outing.. Friend2 outing.. Haha.. We had alot of fun.. Gone crazy here and there.. Laugh our heart out like nobody business.. Haha.. We even took pictures.. Alot somemore eu noe.. But lazy to upload..haha.. Yeah its all worth going out this time.. haha.. I also had some fun with my family.. Paintng my whole house alone.. woahhh... tiring sia but still fun.. I actually waste alot of paint on others instead.. Haha.. I painted every member of my family accept for my dad.. haha.. He sure wack me sia if i paint him.. haha.. Yahh and also painted on my friends face and bodies.. haha.. So much fun sia.. haha.. Hmmm.. also i dunno i had some artistic ideas at mind.. Haha.. I actually paint - decorate my own tee okie!!.. haha.. Nice eu noe!!.. haha.. Somemore got special features okie!!.. haha.. Like baby feet and handprints around.. haha..

Okie lah still 4 days like soo short like that soo much to do also.. And also got 4 days count down for this hideous taging to be open.. haha.. After dat FREEDOM!!! Haha.. More enjoyments.. haha.. okie lah although still got much to tell but already late at night.. So must sleep liao.. haha.. Thats all for tdae taking care...

2008

2008-09-09T05:03:00.000-07:00

JusT LaughinG

Wee new mnth.. new life.. Thats what i think.. Waaa this yr fasting really relaxed though i had alot of sleepless nights.. haha.. Lol.. but then did enjoyed alot.. Sometimes also had some memories of the past still i just ignore and smiles all the way.. Hehehe.. I make some closer relationships not girlfriends but just close friends.. hehe.. Still im happy with whats happening lorr.. haha.. Nw had no outside life lorr.. Cause wan to take care of my records cause of tagging.. hehe.. What to do its a must eu noe.. haha.. So nw just have to endure till 17 then enjoy like there is no worries.. haha.. But still must think of ways to get money lorr.. Had ome planning and nw collecting capital.. haha.. So nw need to stick with my plans and then make things happen no more fantasy no more dreaming... haha.. Ya still im waiting for a special friend to return soon. Haha.. Cant wait to meet her seyy.. haha.. Ya lorr what to do chat everyday also still need to meet what somemore i also promise her lorr... haha.. (eu noe who eu are ehk?.. hehe..)

Altought had busy day this mnths still i had time to spent time with my bros.. We run around tampines with ah han momo and one who i forget the name.. haha.. We took some pictures lorr.. haha.. some pose we had.. Hahaha..

(At Espirit.. haha)

Wah this picture want to take really bo tahan sia.. haha.. I must force everyone sia.. hehe.. They all want step paiseyy only.. This place is at esprit lorr.. haha.. There this one mirror.. So i decide lorr wan to take pic together.. haha.. Was very fun..

(At bus 31 ..weee)

This pic was taken at the bus.. haha.. All bored lorr.. From seated seperately suddenly all sit together.. haha.. So i then decided to take pic again lorr.. See for urself only the two of us smilling the other two wahhhhh really fierce sehkk.. haha.. But still they are my bro.. haha... Fun also lorr.. But my face cute rite? hehe.. Nxt time lorr still wan to take more lorr.. haha.. so can show more. okie lah thats all for tdae taking care.. wan to sleep liaos *YAWN*.. haha..

2008

2008-08-29T10:15:00.000-07:00

Life'S JusT LikE That

Haiz.. Morning2 turn on the computer just to blog.. haha.. What to do a busy man per..Lolx.. Yesterday was nuthing much just normal chatting around no special POOF!!.(it means no special features for those dumbass who dun understand this).. haha.. huahuahuahua.. Bored still.. Nuthing better to do still yup2.. Stil with the shitty excerise.. haiyo.. when is it gonna stop.. Im bored.. At msn make some new friends.. Yup2 .. Just chat with themm eu noe.. But actually long time add already.. Haha.. Meet Elise a new friend of mine nuthing much nuthing less.. She okie but alittle addict to stress.. haha.. She had some problems but ya lorr i actually did give some advice.. Really pity her lost her precious boyfie.. haiyo.. What a tragic.. same with me also lorr dun worry we both sure understand each other wan.. haha.. Still when desperate due to extreme boredom, had to kol BHB girl again.. Haha.. Only to the extreme then call okie.. haha.. Maklom mataer orng not good to disturb2 like that... Must respect.. Haha.. Yayayaya. Chat a bit then had to put down the fone cause her useless cordless phone had to be recharged due to loww batt.. Haiyo.. Nvm.. Then bck to boredom again.. Just yesterday had my 1st rice meal after my body felt very2 weak haiyo.. Not enough carbo i guess?? Hmm.. Eu think so? Hmmm.. Still im okie now abit of frustration, abit of stress, abit of pressure and also dun 4 get abit of happiness.. Hahaha.. Still no smiling okie? haha.. Must act fierce abit. ACT ONLY!! haha.. Had some thoughts of going for a gig? Tried bfore but end up in a fight there.. Hahaha.. Shoik sehk.. People Mosh I wacked people.. Hahaha.. Me no hardcore no concept2 shit.. Just cool ,relaxed and chill.. haha.. (CRC).. okie lah gang thats all lah fr tdae.. wan to continue sleeping.. ZzZzZzZz.. hahahahaha...

2008

2008-08-26T10:22:00.000-07:00

Just Hate It.

Tdae was shit..Everything went wrong for me.. I dunno why but i dun give a fuck those i just scolded.. Im really pissed and i really dunno y just hate whatever is happening and happened.. I just dunno what to do.. Im soo Confused and also got no mood in most things.. I just sat at home this few days accept for some EGAGEMENT invitation.. I just hate everything rite now..

Im no more interested in going for a shopping spree for nw.. Not even felt like calling friends for a coffee at the coffee shop.. Im really shit rite nw.. Always in bad mood swings.. Easily get mad and dunno what to do..

I just felt that im at no luck for love.. Mayb its for me to help people but not being able to help myself.. I just suck at everything and really in a temper.. Shit!! Hopefully everything end quickly or im getting in trouble soon.. Its lucky for some to leave me nw cause im afraid i might hurt them. Some friends try to advice but end up being fucked up.. I duno y i just dun wan anything rite nw.. The past keeps on haunting and i dunno y .. Things that i try to avoid keeps on happening.. It is wrong being kind?..My appetite falling .. I didnt ate any rice this few days.. Fuck with advices bout my health cause i dont need it seriously.. My mum just kept on forcing and still i ignored her.. I just dunno y? Im confused.. Things had always being happy for a moment and yet being hurt even longer.. Some say love just come by itself just dun find it.. FUCK YOU.. Shit ive been waiting for 7 mnths still nuthing.. FUCK!!! Im sick of this fake stories.. Im just sick of everything.. Just want to take time to relax.. Haiz.. Its really hard.. I cannot expect things to fall from the sky and i noe it wont happen my way everytime.. Everytime i fall for someone it only last some pityfull happy moments and end up something bad happen which cause a permanent demage on me!! .. Atleast let the hurt go away.. Im just like some emo shits.. But istead of crying i got mad and instead of cutting myself i hurt other people.. I really dun want any trouble.. But dun try provoking.. Feel like giving up hope.. I dunno.. I just dun like when the third party comes by.. It really makes me feel like leaving everything behind..

As for the boredom that i suffered i decide to atleast do abit of physical training.. To atleast boost up my stamina or someting.. Ive also been smoking too much and fucked my throat really killing me.. But who give a fuck i dun care if anione care i just ignore them..Just feel like having fun no more.. Just seriousness and no more pity smilling face.. Cause the some really dun deserve it trully.. Luckily i still had friends who cares for me and really didnt gave up on me.. I really owe them a favour and praise their sincerity.. So ya thats all i dont have thats much mood to type more.. taking care..

2008

2008-08-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

Lots Of Smiles From Everyone..

Tdae? Hmm.. tdae is a very normal day.. Nuthing that amuse me.. Ouh well just nuthing special lah easy.. I just sit at home till 4.00 pm also i just did nuthing the whole day me.. My friends come over just to see me lie on a couch watching.. hahaha.. Merepek kan .. Pity them. haha.. Just not in the mood lah.. Haiz.. Nvm atleast i noe someone happy im already happy.. hehehe.. Thats what i wanted.. Smiles from everyone.. Even its hurts me but cehk.. Im a cyborg .. haha.. Just feel aniting for 5 mins onli.. After that im okie.. hehe.. Its just something good out of thousands of bad things i done before.. God just want me to repent .. Ouh well guess this is the time.. Hahaha.. Man Good Boy.. No more fanatics.. NO more fighting (unless necessary) .. Just dun provoke.. hehe..

Tdae did go out i went Tampines mall to actually replace yasmin's (my best friend) spoilt sim card .. Did alittle survey.. Hahaha.. Jahat seyy.. But what to do single per saper nak marah? haha.. During the journey went with nad and sydy .. But later sydy had to go home half way and end up with me and nad.. We went straight to the starhub csc (customer service centre) there i met yasmin and her friend eva.. hahaha.. Me alone a guy and three girls crowd around me?? Dah mcm pimp siol.. hahaa.. but nvm get use to it already.. hahaha.. But thats just me lah i only treat them as friends nuthing more.. If i just get to noe that they admire me i just have to ignore them for a while.. Hahaha.. Just to preserve a relationsip cause for me the last chance is wasted away.. Ouh well just my luck.. ahaha.. Buat bodoh sua. haha.. Then after everything we just went home straight lah.. I olso lazy to walk around.. So thats all lah .. Lazy to type more .. hahaha.. Okie lah taking care semua.. Muaks.. Hahaha..

2008

2008-08-20T09:11:00.000-07:00

Just Fun I Guess..

(ydyadyaydyadya)

Puff.. Smoking and thinking wat to rite.. So far so good.. Nuthing kool nuthing fun.. Just plain old life.. Waiting for a special someone.. hahaha.. So everythings just as usual.. Woke up in the morn and straight to the kitchen to look for something for the whole family to eat.. Ya so i did cook something decent ..

Till aftenoon i was dea bored.. Nuthing to do.. Just lyng on my couch and watch the tv.. haiz.. Can die sehk like this.. Ya lorr so okie tdae something did happen but didnt felt like talking bout it ah all.. ya lorr so thats all for tdae im so lazy to type cause im soooooo tired.. mayb some other day i will .. sorry for not updaing quiet a while.. i just got no mood ah this few days.. taking care..

2008

2008-08-07T12:00:00.000-07:00

The Most Romantic Date!!
(must standby tissue also scared laugh too much!!)

Hahhaa.. really romantic okie .. If eu people were to see it BHB girl really appreciates it seyy.. hahaha.. So just read but dont laugh okie.. hahaha..

The day still as usual eu people noe.. i wake up onli like maid like that... Got to cook and many2 house chores lah need to do.. hehehe.. But still cannot stop messaging BHB girl seyy.. hehehe..

I had to rush everything and get readyto go see my PO.. Which is at thomson road there at the Old SLF building.. hehehe. So far kan? From bedok somemore.. hehehe..

From home i had to rush all the way to novena then need to change bus from there... Haiyo. need to meet my PO at 12 but i got out from home at 11.15 then reach at mcys building at 12.30. hahha.. Luckily never kena fucked seyy.. hahaha.. But then i cnanot take advantage lah i did apologise sehk.. hahaha.. After everything i head straight to Bishan.. From then is where the real story start.. hehhee..

I waited for bhb girl like almost an hour or so seyyy at Bishan mrt station.. So decide to walk around Bishan for a little exploring.. hahaha.. Fun sehk Bishan did look big seyy.. But really the place look so sempit like so cramp and also scary sehk.. haiyo.. By then my batt like left onli 10% and its already low sehk.. I quickly borrow a pen and wrote bhb girl num on a piece of paper .. Scared later my phone off then got no other way to call her already cause i didnt memorise her num sehk.. Terok kan? ehhehe.. But stll i love her.. hehee.. Later about 50 min finnally i met bhb girl.. She look cute sehk that day cannot stop looking at her seyy.. haiyo.. Cair boboi.. hahaha.. Then we took a bus at interchange that is where the dating starts.. hahaha..

We took the bus from bishan all the way to pasir ris.. hahaha.. Purposely dun want to stop around bedok area so we could spent the time at the bus... hehehe.. After reaching pasir ris we took another bus to Bedok .. hahha.. That time i start to become restless.. When im restless i become irritating and when im on irritating mode i like to disturb people.. hahaa.. But bhb wont allow it.. When i disturb people she scold me.. When i mimic what ever the tv says she scold me when i disturb her she said im irritating and when i disturb myself she said im crazy.. hahahaha.. Pening kan? hehehe.. So ya i actually had to force myself to keep quiet.. hahaha.. Finally we stop at around my place.. hahaha.. I bring her to the nearest coffee shop around my place and i called MOMO to come down.. By that time my Phone already off cause the battery died on me .. haiyo.. then had to borrow her hp thats when i saw her pic lorh.. hehehe.. Very cute seyy.. but when i want to view her hp she snatch it from me.. I noe what ever inside is mostly from her past and i understand everything.. Then suddenly the sky darkens and it started to rain.. wahhh.. So sian.. haha.. It rains so heavily sehk.. hahhaa.. At around 8 plus i accompany bhb girl to tanah merah then we seperate from there..

So thats how my day is for tdae.. So read it and dun laugh.. Hehehehe.. okie lah taking care..ciaos!!

2008

2008-08-04T00:12:00.000-07:00

Happiest Moments

Tdae i felt diff unlike any other days.. hehe.. And eu people want to noe why its because tdae is my Bdae.. Although i didnt recieve many2 comments of bdae wishes on my friendster but i recieve something more special than that. hehe..

The day went as usual in the morn i woke up still got alittle bit of fever.. Still i went to the TP to apply for a course there.. Hahaha.. The funny thing is although im not eligeble for any courses at TP but still i apply ... WTH.. hahaha.. Nvm lorr never noe mayb my luck struck good on my bdae then i like suddenly got a course there.. hehehe..

After all that i actually had nothing to do.. And the funniest part is i actually forget that tdae is my bdae.. hahahhaa.. Crazy kan? hahaa.. What to do people like this already hahaha.. So i called shamir and we meet each other at my void deck.. Hahahhaa.. To my excitement i actually met my old friend Hazim.. I was so happy hahaa.. we acually talked all the way till 5.22pm from 11.00am seyy.. hahahaa.

After that i had to go home and cook something for my whole family to eat since my mom is nt at home.. Haiz.. haha.. But still its fun okie??..hehehe.. So i called MoMo and ask if he's free tdae.. To my luck he is.. So i ask him to come over my house and we went together to meet Shamir and his friends around my block.. Hehehe..

The best part is when i ask BHB girl to come over .. hehehe.. She agreed and i fetch her all the way from tanah merah mrt and we walked to the void deck where momo and the rest is waiting.. I introduce her to everyone and as usual lah she like malu2 like that.. hehehe.. But still she look cute and decent.. After a formal introduction we planned where to celebrate my bdae and end up going to the coffee shop again.. hahaha.. funny kan?? hahaha..

Upon reaching i called the rest of my friends to be there.. Then we celebrated together lorr eating fries, Fried chicken and some western food there.. hehehe.. EU people noe what?? .. BHB girl actually cannot eat alot and i force her to.. hahaa.. So she just have to finish whatever food i placed on her plate and she looks really cute while eating also eu noe.. Mayb im exagerrating but the way i see like dun want to look away like that seyyy.. hahaha..

Okie lorr after all that finish my chinese group of friends had to go off already.. So we shook hands and they wished me happy bdae.. Hahaha.. NIce kan? After that my another group of malay friends which is my closest bring me to the nearest block.. There actually they plan to give me a bdae bash..hahahaha.. But bfore anitink they bought me a cake and we sing the bdae song together.. hehhee.. SO sweet!!.. But later there goes the bashing and everything.. Wah it was really painful sehk.. I had bruises all at my back sehk.. ahaha.. But was still fun.. hahaha.. And eu people noe what BHB girl was afraid at that time.. She said all my friends were brutal people.. hahha... Then i explain to her that this is just the sake of having fun during our bdaes.. Hahaha.. I also done this to the others wat during their bdae.. haha.. This i noe that she really decent2 people .. haha.. Really .. And that is what i like bout her.. OUh sweet BHB girl. hehe..

So thats all for tdae lorr.. If got any updates in will post more okie? taking care..

2008

2008-08-02T09:44:00.000-07:00

What A Happy Day Indeed!!
(No emo for me .. Lolz)

Weeee.. Hahahhaa.. I've enjoyed my whole life the most but not to the extreme like tdae.. heehe .. I remember this day my whole life.. Hmmm.. everything just as sad in the morn but my mood suddenlly change and eu want to noe why? JUST CONTINUE READING.. and eu noe why.. haha..

As usual woke up in the morn around 9.00 plus then go cook for the whole family to eat.. Soso lah my mood actually is very bad this morn so i just kept quiet the whole day.. Futhermore im still suffering from stomachache.. WOAH!! Its really sucks eu noe.. So ya lorr as usual kol momo to slack again.. Haaha.. Then momo at some place dunnoe where doing his Probation things lah.. hehe.. Then i go meet my close friend Shamir 1st.. Then we sit at the void deck lorr chit chatting till like around 3 plus then he had to go for his training.. So i had to go bck home and lie on my bed like MAYAT again!! haiyo.. So boring rite..

Hmmm.. the day start to be great when Momo came over to my place around 5 plus.. hehehe.. He told me that my sweet BHB girl is coming over to meet me at Bedok all the way from where she stay which is at Bishan.. Hehehe.. Sooo loving rite? hehe.. Thats y lorr im happy.. At 1st i like dun believe him like that so i started to chat with BHB girl at msn.. Then she confirms that she's coming over.. EU people noe what i actually felt shocked and also sosososososo happy to actually hear the news.. So i quickly change and go straight to the meeting place i fixed with her.. Then around 8 plus the moment finally arrives .. Hehehe.. weee.. I saw this short and cute yound lady walking toward me.. So i was smilling all the way.. Guess who?? Its BHB girl.. hehehe.. I got shivers all around but since momo is there so i go alittle confidence that he might help me out a bit just in case if i go on a sudden shock disoder .. Like keeping quiet only lah not so serious wat? hahaha..

The 1st place i brought her to is at the coffee shop around my area .. hehee.. (on a budget leh) hahaha.. Then we odered drinks.. hehe.. So after a while i actually forced her to eat sehk.. hahaha.. I ordered Kway teow for her then fried rice for momo.. hehee.. Hahaha.. The funniest part is i spot something about her.. She's picky when comes to eating.. haha.. She spend like 30min just to remove the taugay and the cabbage from the kway teow.. hahahha.. LOlz.. So i just watch that cute preety face eat.. Wahhh. I dunno how to mention but at that time my heart thumping sosososososososososo hard already ah.. hehe..

So after finshing up the food and everything i decided to send her home.. hehehe.. Butttt.. Its already late and bcause of this shit tagging i had to run home.. hahaha.. so she slowly together with my friend went to my house.. Thats he 1st time okie.. Hahaha.. Then i sat together with her lor on my dining table then we just chat until like 10.30 she already on her way home already..

I was dead worried that something might happen to her going home all the way to Bishan alone.. wahhh.. really not me that day.. If not for these tagging i would send her home already.. I called her all the way till she reach home.. I accompanied her while she' on the train from bedok mrt station all the way to bishan.. hehe... sweet kan3? i noe.. hehe.. Ouhkie then after hearing the door screeks .. I noe she already reach home.. So i tell her to actually chat with me online and we did.. The whole session ended when she finally gave in to her comfortable bed.. hehehe.. ouhkie lah folks thats all.. Hope eu readers enjoy it!!

2008

2008-08-01T10:21:00.000-07:00

Me And Superman?!?
(boring kan?)

Tdae haiyo.. boring day ah.. Got alot of prob for myself.. Still the same no cows that jumps over the moon.. hahaha.. Hmm. tdae i wake up a little late at 12.30am. Unlike usual at 9.00am. hehe..Bcause yesterday night sleep late ah.. Hmm.. Dun noe actually what to write lah tdae.. Since morn already so stress cause rushing for Friday prayers.. Haiyo.. Luckily I reach the mosque just in time.. So straight after mosque as usual lah lepak.. Me and my usuals lah.. Nothing special people also (maklom single what to do?)...

As for the Heading and Title dun take it seriously lah there is nuthing between me and superman.. hehee.. Just to attract attention.. Hehee.. Thas all.. weee.. Hmm.. Just my luck i actually had diarhea (entah lah spelling tak tau) hahaa.. I actually went to the toilet like many times.. Luckily during that time i got no serious work to do.. haha.. Then suddenly out of nowhere BHB girl msg me.. hehe.. She said y didnt layan her.. Wahh!!! So sian already where got time to msg. Haiyo.. So just reply her lah. wat to do people want attention just give lahs.. hehehe.. Kurang asam sehk man lyn kan jek!! hehee.. no lah joking onli..

I actually slack until like 5.30 then went home.. haiz.. nothing to do so just lie on the bed again like MAYAT(dead body in english) hahaha.. Want to online but then laptop my sis go bring to werk stupid ah!! haiz..So just msg2 BHB girl lorr.. Still she make me sad onli.. Haiz.. nuthing big lah actually my fault also..

I go put Hope that i might get her one day .. But im wrong its just and ordinary impossible to achieve dream.. She actually confessed that she like her ex still.. But oh well good for her atleast shes Loyalty and still devoted.. Onli me like tak tau malu like that want to chase her around like harrasing like that.. Nvm lah no luck so just stand back and smile a perfect example of a gentleman.. Then as usual start to think alot already, the conclusion?? Just do what is rite to onli live happily lor.. If have to ignore her just do it for both party sake to be happy.. haiz.. Still i will miss her but ahhhh.. Relax onli lah.. hehe..

Its just not my time to actually have a serious partner who could really appreciate me.. Some say dun look for love cause it will come by itself but still.. Nuthing happen i've been waiting for 6 mnth man.. SHIT!! Still nuthing.. hahaha.. Just need support for patience.. For those frens of mine with happy relationships just carry on.. Im happy to see eu guys and girls happy.. hehe.. Eu people get my fullest support.. =).. Futhermore its my responibility to see my friends happy.. Oh welll. Life still need to go on.. Hahaha..

After my sis come bck from her tedious werk i had to actually quarell with her lah.. In order to use the laptop.. And guess what .. She gave up and i finally won over the laptop.. HAHAHHAA.. smart rite? hehehe.. So as usual lah online then chat with bro and frens.. Then BHB girl went online.. She even ask me y i've change and the answer lies at this blog read and undersand y.. So dont ask again.. Sorry again.. Just my luck again i guess.. Still going on on a quest in search of the perfect one.. hahaha.. Mcm cerita "The Quest" sehk.. haha.. What i really want the most is trust, understanding and maturity in my future relationship.. Hehehe.. Just 3 features but still the hardest to get.. So still keep going lah.. ANione interested? hahaha.. (Promoting myself) hahaha..Okie lorr Thats al for tdae hope eu people enjoy .. Taking cares.

2008

2008-07-30T10:15:00.000-07:00

Bored!!

(nuthing new just my day tdae)

Hmmm.. As for tdae nuthing new.. Just boring. (sambil2 korek hidung cabot bulu hidung).. Eeee.. hahaha .. geli seyyy.. Ehk? Tdae just boring day.. As usual woke up in the morning already had to go all the way to thomson road just to see my PO at MCYS building.. Haiyo.. Kesian kan? haiz.. Wat to do life is like that.. Hahahaa.. Still i need pity okie? Hehehe.. Haiz.. After meeting PO went straight home.. Hehehe.. Good boy kan? Yup2.. Undeniable.. (Then the BhB girl would say " Ehk eu really BHB seyy") (Lolx) hahaha..

After reaching home straight away to the kitchen and cook.. Haiyo.. Like one male maid like that sia.. Haiz.. Wah i actually just cook an instant prata... Hahahha.. boring ehk? Like easy like that kan? 2 pun malas ehk? Nak tau aper? Try buat ah jgn bnyk tanyer.. weee.. I just felt diff lah tdae.. My whole body felt tired and also my eyes are saggy.. Since morn i had a bit of fever.. Kesian kan? Pity man.. But who cares takde orng kesah per? (hehe..).. Got the urged to go to the doctor but lazy lah .. Futher more i got no money to go lah. Maklom Budget siol.. hehehe..

So after all that i actually lie on my bed like Mayat (Dead body in english).. hahahaha.. Tired siol.. haiyo.. Due to boredness.. I msg BHB girl... heehhe... Klakar seyy dier kat skola.. Mcm good girl gi2.. Eu people noe wat she actualy sanggup stay at school just to wait for a 2.00pm class.. If i were to experience that i just move my leg towards the exit .. Hahaha.. Go home lah nampaknyer.. weee.. Malas sehk.. Thats y i call BHB girl decent and good.. ahahhaa.. NVM lah ehk she want go poly what so must semangat sikit.. I want to go polyclinic.. Hehehhee.. abit diff.. weee... My kinda school actually get sitikepit instead of certificate.. hahaha.. Lame.. tak klakar takmo ketawe ah!!! =)...

Then continue with the boredness enduring the passing of the time.. Soon Bhb finish skool.. hehehe.. That time lah then shoik!! I kol her and ask her to kol me bck.. weee.. Then after that i recieve a phone call.. Want to noe who? Obviously lah Bodo BHB girl saper lagik? weee.. :P.. We talked all the way till like 30 min like that lah then i action mrajok bcause of something she spoke about.. hehe.. She everyday complaint seyyy tired.. Of course lah mner ader skola tak penat aper jek? Haiyo.. But then she msg me.. I noe she sure will bcause she cares for me .. Unlike eu people lah.. Hahhaha.. But then she like stress also.. Ask her to sleep .. Then kasi alasan saying she cannot sleep in the afternoon scared later headache.. If i were to be her i just sleep after waking up if got headache i just sleep again.. Hahaha... Kan senang Gi2?

In order for me to actually enjoy the day is.. Biasa Jugak CamWhoring.. hahahaha.. Mcm pmpn sngt ker? Tak lah mcm biaser jugak.. weee... Tiring job also eu noe posing here and there.. Woah .. some more if sell to any megazine in Singapore may get high price cause got quality.. (Then again the BHB girl would say " Ehk eu very BHB leyy, stop it leh?" lolx..) Below are some example of the beautiful pic of mine.. Hehe.. =p

Caption: Ooops!! (Cute?)

Caption: Ape bluek? (No meaning)

Caption: Ooh Si Dia!! (Siaper dia?)

Caption: Step mat kool jek!!

See lah.. Dis is a life for mat2 that got no life journeys.. Hahaha.. Nonesence all the way.. But still rather than doing stupid things might as well do camwhoring rite? Atleast nice or not nice people still can comment.. Hehehe.. Anitink just comment on my blog okies? hehe.. Need autograph??.. Must wait cause the line is too long... Hahahha.. BHB again!!! Joking onli lah.. Okie lah thats all for tdae hope eu people enjoy reading my blog.. Taking care.. Chios!!

2008

2008-07-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

BHB GIRL

(hoping she would read this)

Hmm.. where should i start?? lolz.. Ouh ya the bhb girl rite? hahaa.. Hmm.. Since she dont want me to actually say out her name here so i just have to create a nick for her "BHB girl".. hahaha.. Firstly i call her BhB girl cause she always call me bhb.. i also dunno seyy what the real meaning though? haha.. lolx.. The story actually began when a close friend of mine "MOMO" haha.. (wonder y he call himself that) Tagged me along for a class chalet around pasir ris.. So i also agreed lah since i wanted to also get close to my late classmates from ite macpherson per.. Then like when that day come i went together with him.. We took a bus there but got SESAT (Lost in english) haha.. How can seyy like singapore so kecik also still can get sesat aper jek.. hahaha.. So we actually make a couple of phone call to IRWAN (another best friend of mine) haha.. Then luckily he directed us there.. Upon reaching i actually felt exhausted, excited and also worried seyy.. Im worried that the people there dun remember me seyyy.. LuckilyI still got time to make some friends while outside..

Ok2 the best part starting.. (standby popcorn already).. After i reach the place i was shocked.. The scenery was sooo boring seyyy.. I really wonder who picked the spot seyy mcm selenger gi2.. haiz.. haha.. lolz.. Then i sat at the entrance of the chalet that my late classmates booked.. So started to look around.. Suddenly out of no where a group of them actually gathered around the pit side.. So i like muke tembok besi ( being tooo social) or aka muke tembok approach them and introduce myself.. haha... Shockingly only one person remembered me, Tanya.. Haiyo sad2 seyy got comment like that... hahaha.. But then this bhb girl actually stand one side and watch me in curiosity like wondering who the hell this busted is suddenly come like hantu like that then talked to everyone.. hahaha.. There i was talking like one chatterbox suddenly walked away and started to approach my friends one side .. Actually i some how or rather already spot the bhb girl and started to view her.. (cheyy mcm camera seyy view2) lolx.. haha.. She look sweet, fair complexion but short.. haha.. Like dwarf like that.. But still cute lah.. Maklom man got nice taste what... haha.. Then when around 20 00 hours like that i have to go home already .. Haiya bcause of this stupid tagging lah.. Stress..

Okie then as usual lah.. After reach home already started to think of the figure already.. haha.. Busted seyy man figure ke per!! No lah what i mean is the bhb girl lah.. haha.. So i called "MOMO" and ask her num lah.. Then momo like briefly describeb her then like i was also terpikat seyyy.. hahaha.. Hmm.. But at that time ah just recover from a trauma .. Hahaha.. So alittle bit scared seyy.. But finally called her..

At first she like action onli .. haha.. Not interested lah this that lah Then watever lah ehk.. haha.. I thought she would like totally ignore me like that but then .. hehe.. My luck struck .. weeee.. She actually ask for my email for friendster and msn seyy.. I was so terperanjat and happy seyy.. Woohhhoooo... Hahaha.. So i waited the whole day for her to online then there she was one corner appear online.. Hahaha.. That was when i 1st started to chat with her.. Wooo.. I was so kanchiong that i went blurr all the way.. I was so scared that i accidentally spoke to her wrongly then like she would forever ignore me like that .. Kan wasted gi2??.. haiyo.. Rare Breed suddenly gone.. haiyo takmo seyyy... Thats also when i started to noe that she also got some problem with herself and her ex.. woah!!! suddenly the whole list of friends on my msn struck bad luck in relationship on that day seyyy.. hahaha!! So ya lah as usual i advice a abit lah.. So i heard a news that she broke up with her ex... So without further a due i straight away msg her hp.. Haha.. Not a psycho okie!! Just fren2 onli that time..

Hahaha. interesting kan cerita? Lolx.. Want to noe more??.. okie!! We actually talked like almost everyday otp seyyy.. Day by day i fall for her more deeply.. But still the feeling havent developed totally lah still at a state where she fits most of my criteria onli.. hahaha.. Cheyy mcm job scope gi2 seyy.. hahaha... Aper jek man nie ehk?? .. hahaha.. Just like2 onli nuthing more.. What eu readers expect seyy onli how many days like that eu noe.. hahaha.. Hmmm.. i tried many experiment to make her happy.. Cause i dun like to take advantage thats my style.. I only wan to make her have that natural feeling for me.. Soo itu lah.. She msg2 me and we also chat2 on msn.. Gerek kan!!! Hahaha..

That one moment.. I actually felt like admitting to her lah that i like her.. But it really took me alot2 of courage ah... I started to think of alot of bullshit thing that possibly might happen lah.. Mayb she would instantly hate me.. But oh well still straight forward is the best.. Hahaha.. Then after confessing eu noe what? She replied "Ouh Okie" .. Eh2 to me like she got no feelings like that seyy.. I was shocked lah actually.. But then nuthing i can do what orng tak suke aper nak buat? hehe... After a while things just go as usual.. What i found out bout her is that she have a special talent.. She can view the surrounding in diff opinion unlike other people she got talented eyes.. Hahaha... All her photo shots really attracted my attention seyyy..

(This is nice rite?)

Above and below are some example of her simple but nice photo snaps.. Woah !! thats y i call her rare breed siol!! haha.. so ya lah thats the bhb girl.. She also decent type not like most of the people i noe seyyy... She is sweet and really worth being admired.. haha.. She is childish also like me abit lah.. haha..

(This one really attracted my attention .. ToTally!!)

So without any comments left to type.. I hope eu readers noe to appreaciate the wonders of life.. How a decent life can change a person.. Hmm.. So ya lorr thats all folks!! Just dont be emo shits 4 life.. Thats so shit and uncool.. Like me see cool onli.. Then the BHB girl would say "Ehk eu really BHB leh" Hahhaha.. nvm lah .. still cute wat.. taking care.. =)

2008

2008-07-28T02:34:00.000-07:00

All About Me!!

As eu people out there who noe me.. Im a socialist... As in im really social lah.. hehe.. Hmm. Making new Friends Is my style .. Laughter is the fuel to my turbo engine life .. Saddness is like the emergency brake to my life .. haha .. lolz. So far there are many ups and down lah in life .. I dont expect things to everytime go my way.. FFUUUAAAHHH!! So ego sehk like that.. hahaha.. Sososo not me at all.. I tend to listen to many different opinions in everything.. Not to say what lah but this is a life of a socialist.. My goal is to make BNYK ( many in english ) friends around me.. If possible to convert my enemies to friends also lah.. I dont expect people to change just to be my friend just being yourself is the best of everything.. Thats good enuf already lah..

My residential is at Bedok.. Been there like my whole lifetime already.. haha.. So quite okie lah atleast got alot of KAWAN ( friends ) okie liao .. hehe.. lolz.. I got Zakwan, Kamal, Zaki, Hakim, Fadly, Siddiq, Halim and last but not least Shamir ( Ah boi ) and Hafiz ( Cicak )... Hehe.. Below are some pictures of us posing like mcm paham like that. hahaha.. This are my long-term relation friend.. Hahaha.. Like got contract like that ah (long-term) hahhaa.. lolx.

( Also Known As The Slackers)

One thing for sure i also have alot of girl-frens.. As in friends only lah nuthing more seyyy seriously.. To me making more girl-friends make me understand the complex nature of woman around.. So its easy to actually find a good couple for me in the future to come.. Hehehe.. lolz. Like one doctors like that ehk? hahaha.. And FYI im also known as the Love doctor.. As in a good pre - relationship, Post - relationship and relationship problem solver... Also thinking like opening one practitioner stall sia.. hahaha.. Nonesence lah man.. haha..

( Sweet rite?.. i Noe)

(Confident enough what this doctor can do?)

So Ah if got any enquiry rite just call me lah.. hahhaa.. i can help wan.. weee.. haha.. So okie lah Thats all bout me... But take note that im a type that really hate backstabbers or bustards.. I dont like people to do things or take things for granted or not IKHLAS (Sincere in english).. Once i say i hate better stay away cause eu might end up getting a tight slap from me if being too irritating.. hahaha.. but overall im good people eu noe.. weee.. hahaha..

2008

2008-04-28T03:31:00.000-07:00

SAD SAD
(Warning a tissue box might be required)

As eu peole noe ah.. Every happy story may have a sad ending rite.. Fyi this is not any hollywood movie okie.. But got recomendations for grammy awards lah.. hahaha.. lolx..

Hmm.. where should i start? Haiyo.. Too sad already until forget already.. Okie.. Everything started as per normal lah one fine day chatting on msn with friends happy2 enjoy... When suddenly this girl appear online.. Her face was soo Cute still undeniable until now.. Hahaha.. Started to chat with her then get to noe her better.. Its seems that she have some problems lah.. So decide to help her since im a Love Doctor rite.. hahaha.. We chat the whole night like never even care what time it is already.. Hahahaha.. So end up i ask her for her num.. Then she replied me her num lah.. After 2 days like that then i kol her then we talk otp .. As usual lah 1st time sure go shy2 abit what .. hehehe.. quai2 like that.. Advice her a bit to stop being sososo sad and also make her laugh with lame jokes.. Then after a week or so i ask her out. But that was also like near my apartment seyyy.. haha.. That time not werking so budget abit lah.. hahaha.. She look like chinese but found out she's a malay.. WOAH!! Rare breed like that.. So alittle kanchiong lah .. But still didnt show at all just relax only like that.. hahaa.. Then we talk like from afternoon till dawn until she say she got to go pick her younger brother bck from school then i accompany her to the nearest kerbside around my area and flagged for her a taxi... One thing i remember directly is that bfore she went into the cab she give me a kiss .. (so sweet kan??)..

So like otw home i actually keep on messaging her what the kiss is for.. ( ya lah curious wat) hehe.. Then she said " You earn it for being sooo sweet".. i was so shocked that i couldnt sleep the whole night.. Then we continued getting even closer and closer until this one day .. I decided to ask her out again still around my area (still budget siol) then we settle down at the nearest void deck.. I ask her if she is interested in being my girlfriend.. weeee.. How happy i am when he accepted it on 26/01/2008.. Wah everything change for me Lah.. I smile every single day thinking that whatever happen might be a wonderful dream.. hahaa..

(Sweet moments gone like a piece of burnt paper)

It actually lasted for one mnths lah .. But the memories of that one mnth is treasured deeply.. We treated each other so closely and lovely also.. At that moment on i actually think that i can last forever with her... But i was wrong.. Its ended sooner than i expected.. We did quarrelled during the relationship period.. On 26/02/2008 my 1st anniversary with her.. I ask her out actually planning a surprise for her at her doorstep when suddenly .. The worse moments of my life just happen in the blink of an eye.. She walked up the stairs to her doorstep with another guy.. I didnt react so rationally.. I collect some courage to ask her who she is with but she just look shocked.. So as a gentleman i smile and walk home feeling down, depressed and sad.. I called her and ask her again who that guy is.. Its hard to say lah but i regreted askin her that question.. I straight away tell her that i want to broke up with her.. I suffered alot lah seriously.. I actually didnt sleep well and also didnt have my meals properly.. I suffered from a Bad Flu not bird flu okie just normal flu but a really bad one and also a gastric.. For few months i actually keep in touch wth her just to get the oppourtunity to makes thing back to the way it is.. But.. I failed.. I blame myself for everything.. I noe i didnt take care of the relationship well.. Just my luck i guess.. But nw im just bck to normal.. Onli the phobia lives.. I can still remembers those days when im feeling really down.. All my friends were actually there for me luckily.. hehe.. Nw just the old Man crazy and irritating yet loved by most. weeee.. hahaha.. okielah thats all my sad2 life.. =)