Thursday, September 8, 2011
{ 12:43 PM }
Dunia aku makin lama dah makin merepek. Dulu nak buat ape2 semua bolee.. kalau betul laa nie satu cobaan aku terus terang dah tak bolee tahan.. aku selalu pikir nak patah balik pada jalan dulu.. tapi ramai2 kwn2 aku dahh relek dah takder brother cuma sahabat all the way.. aku dah mula sembahyang dah takde ganjar atau biji.. tapi dunia aku dah berubah kini makin lama aku sedar diri aku dah mcm takder ape2 sedangkan dulu biler aku jejak mane2 daerah rumah aku orng angkat tngn kini semua bolee pandang sebelah mata.. haiz.. bilang aku la aper lagik nak buat aku keliru.. takde orng bolee tlng aku cuma tlng diri aku sendiri.. aper yng aku kejar2kan semua nya dah tak dapat.. aper yng aku tak nak dngr atau tngk semua jadi depan mata.. patut ke aku hilang kan diri mcm dulu lagi.. tapi aku tkot nanti jadi makin tak guna! kalau aku ikot cara dulu nanti lebih rmai orng tak suka dngn perangai aku.. semua akan pikir aku mengade2.. tapi aper ader dngn idup skrng.. nak amik gmbr pun segan2.. haiz.!
Friday, November 13, 2009
{ 6:17 PM }
Been There Done That!
As for some of my closest friends would have known I'm overseas going through a hectic training last month on the 10 Oct.. hehe.. Its was great.. All I've done was just enjoying myself and also manage to clear off all those nonsense stuff in my mind that shouldn't have been there actually.. haha..
Its actually my first time to Australia and surely i was abit "kiasu" like Singaporean.. Haha.. Everything was like new to me there.. Except for something close to familiar stuff in Singapore.. hehe.. Although i had sleepless nights there still i over-enjoyed myself cause all the way i was entertained by the crazzzzyyy ABG2 drivers and also my ABG2 quartermaster mates.. hehe.. All the way we worked like there is no tomorrow but still we put aside some time for rounders... Haha.. We played almost everyday and there are even sometime we played all night long without sleeping cause most of us had to be on standby for 24 hrs okie! hehe.. So fuck it like i care.. All those time spent we're never regretted cause its a whole lot of fun and laughter.. Haha.. But the sad thing is i've lost my MP3 .. ouhhhh its a birthday present from my mum actually.. Also i miss all my family especially emak! hehe.. and also my friends back iin singapore during my time there.. Hoho!
We had to actually sent 23 days out of 1 month in the thick jungle - desert australia .. Haha.. Its a wonderful experience and i consider myself and the rest lucky to be there and experience everything.. The scenery was sooo fresh and relaxing.. Although the day was way hotter than Singapore and also night as cold as your refrigerator still there are alot of things to see.. I mange to see different kind of poisonous spiders and i was told that there are over 10,000 different species of poisonous spiders here.. haha.. COol SHit man! haha.. I guess i still had lots more to go.. hehe.. We manage to find some scorpions as well .. DIfferent sizes and also colours but we all know to be careful not to get hurt by those lethal stings.. haha.. So we just take a small look at it walk off.. There are alot of Beeeeess there as well all around you can find alot of bee hives .. Fuhh.. What really attracted my attention there are ants nest.. Its like a mini hill.. Haha.. I guess there are Over a million ants in one nest and the sizes are about the size of my fingernails and those sharp pincers of theirs are so FUCKING painful once it pierce through your skin cause I've experience it first hand.. haha..
After all the hectic and steve's work done down there.. We also had jolly hell of a time at the rockhampton town ... haha.. Woohoo.. There for sure hell is unleash! haha.. The 1st thing i did once at town was to head straight to the biggest store in Yeppon ( a small area near to rockhampton) which is THE BIG 'W'... The mall really fits its name.. Though its only 1 level but the space is ten times bigger than suntec city.. haha.. Try to imagine i got lost a number of times just to look for an exit to smoke.. Haha.. Dumb2! hehe.. The locals did'nt really like our presence there but for some they are quite friendly... We manage to find some locals HOT CHICKS .. haha.. The main AIM! hehe.. I manage to get some pointers from our local buss driver on how to get attention from the local hot chicks there.... Fat ass driver that is what we called him it was rude and also bad but still luckily he did'nt take it seriously.. But on the inside who knows he might swear and curse us! Haha.... I get to know this really nice and sweet aussie lady.. Though she was abit younger than me but she looks really matured.. Now i know looks are really decieving.. Haha.. She actually become my tour guide and we had dinner on a Australian popular restaurant .. Haha.. Thanks to her i manage to get all the stuff i need and also some things else.. haha..
Finally we had to leave and head to the airport for a flight back to Singapore.. I really miss the place and anna (the sweet lady's name) but still i miss my family more than anything else.. The good news is im going there again next year and also a few more countries .. YEAY! .. Im looking foward to this adventure and more nice things to see.. I apologise for not uploading any pics here cause i've not uploaded any from my friends yet just wait cause im updating those pics on FB.. CHios and bye2 =)
Saturday, September 26, 2009
{ 5:07 AM }
Fly
Its been awhile since i last updated my blog.. sorry geng busy with camp lerrr... haha.. All this while i had happy and bad moments if eu guys want to noe.. haha.. All goes well so far in camp ma'am with her good mood makes us all laught like monkeys... Kekek ke per? Ader ker dier kater amirul giler? hehe.. Sial ah! haha.. Only few weeks ago had gone for training somewhere.. Super shag.. But after a while i feel a little fitter. haha.. Good enuf my stomach seems to have shrunk a bit. haha... Cause of toooooooo many running with weights on myself... Although im just a store man.. haha.. Sial! hehe.. okie the rest of my days just plain happy.. Got friends and bunk mates to kekek with.. hehe.. Happy all around... Just that the onli thing that really opened my eyes is when i see people go around labelling others.. Bru aku Maki seseorang kelmarin.. ENtah lah kan tkkan dier srng jek kan yng merepek mcm 2? hehe.. Buat bodo sua.. Jaga tepi kain aku sendiri lagik best.. B.U.T.O kan semua.. Buat bodoh ngan aper orng nak ckp.... hehe...
Okie geng perut aku ngan lapar nie dah mcm keroncong wayang kulit lain kalai kalau aku free i will update onn aite? taking care.. =)
Saturday, August 15, 2009
{ 11:44 PM }
Memoirsssss...
Fuhh.. After aweek straight in camp finally get to go home.. Miss family, Miss my friends .. Haha.. Luckily get to go home.. Had tough excercise in camp and also part time coolie in there as well.. haha.. But all runs well ma'am is happy with our workk and let us off early.. Hmmm.. also some one called me suddenly "YANA" .. Haiz.. Finally had some news from her.. Wish to meet her but as usual sure something might gone wrong the last minute and everything had to be cancelled.. Its ok cause im over with everything and im happy with myself and life now.. Haha.. Also good news is i've got a big date on monday.. Dunno how to dress.. Haha.. Stress2...Haha..
Okie lah too tired to carry on.. Will carry on next time.. Thanks for reading.. =)
Saturday, July 18, 2009
{ 9:13 AM }
My Ecstacy It Shakes My World! (random!)
Im shagged .. tired and for a while ago im restless... wonder why? Im sick of being a fool for someone.. Thinking of all my past i really think all my past effort are useless.. I really dont like being what i am last time.. The new me now is far way better than last time.. Haiz.. I used to be too kind.. Forever thinking that with whoever im with is the best for me.. That can make me happy and stress free... FUCK! All only turn out fine only for a week or so.. Being used like a puppet .. To follow her wishes and etc! haiyo.
Now after learning a few trick i know that things had to be changed abit.. haha.. Im cool now.. Only think that i want now is just a partner who is trustworthy and had simple understanding.. hmmm.. Thats not too demanding right? haha.. Ookie.. As for myself .. I cn be nice.. I can be bad.. Even worst than eu can think.. Im a straight forward person.. The more i comment the more i love her if i just kept quiet that means i dont care a fuck about her!.. I had a bad history.. Know me well and slowly i tell eu everything.. Because all i need her to undersand me fully and she needs to know the truth even if it could hurt her.! Never will a lady slap me no matter how angry she is because to me that's disrespectfull.. Im not the type who would even touch a lady roughly that could hurt her.. I dont like to be controlled tooo much .. Never try to change me cause thats the worst think that she would ever do! Unless if i find it really unaproppriate then will i change myself slowly for the better of the relationship .. But if simple comments will do because i know im not all perfect.. The most thing important is whatever a she dont like me to do she better not do it .. Its just simple understanding for me to make a better relationship..
So thats all about me .. The rest is up 2 all to judgee.. Chios!
Saturday, July 4, 2009
{ 10:38 PM }
Life with Kopi, Gudang garam and Me.
Haha... tdae im happy dunno y butt with no reason i cant stop smiling... I guess its bcause of me being welcomed warmly at camp! haha.. Y not we are the craziest batch ever entered bedok camp.. haha.. Since my 1st day never have i been sad since i met them.. haha.. Im glad finally god did make my life a simple and happy one.. Though there are some sad times i encountered outside butt i've never brought this negative emotions in camp.. Once again i apologise cause i did'nt update my blog sooo often .. Busy with camp.. haha.. Only fri, sat and sun jek leh blik.. hmmm..
For today, right now im enjoying my coffee with gudang garam and watching television while blogging.. haha.. Relaxing babe.. haha.. POWER RANGER!.. Supposedly i must book in today in the morn .. I did that butt at 12 dah c-a-b-o-t.. haha.. They got no food at the canteen so i got bored since all my bunk mates only booked in on the monday! What the hell! All because of not waking up for breakfast i had to suffer.. haha. but its okie im still outside. haha.. I missed lepaking at my void deck sehk.. hmm.. What to do dah sebok.. haha...
okie lah gtg.. tata.. anything i be updating sson aorund next week if not tired.. haha. tata..
Thursday, June 18, 2009
{ 2:14 PM }
JUST THE LAMEST THINGS I DID IN THE MORN!
The time is 5.15 am in the morn ... Didnt sleep the whole night and just waiting for my morn jog.. I dont usually blog that regularly cause obviously im plain lazy.. haha.. ssooooo what?!? not that anyone reading my blog right? and so i dont even bother to blog sometimes unless im super bored that i really got nothing to do...
Hmmm.. today did nothing much.. I had to wake up early in the morn to see dad at the hospital ... Pity him... Dah lah tak dpt isap rokok nak kuar jap pun tak leh!.. sial nyer swine flu!... Hmmm.. he's suppose to be discharged yesterday but because of a slight fever doctor had to hold him till today or may be a few days more... Haiz.. What a luckk if not because of a liver cancer he would'nt have forced himself to go to the hospital... haiz..
Okie back to todays topic... haha.. Actually im kinda stress not knowing what to do really.. haha.. Whatever im thinking now makes me super tension.. haha.. SUPER TENTION KEPER! hmmm.. okkie... Thinking abit about my past is the most annoying thing ever.. Like the rest they tend to be feeling kinda wierd and silly at times and also for some starts to act unnecessarily.. haha.. GILE KEPER! buttttt for me i just smile and act as if nothing happen.. haha..GILER JUGAK NIE... haha.. Oh welll just my luck to actually experience all this by myself .. haha.. I dont see any reason to be all crazed up for a stupid broke up ... I do admit sometimes it is sad lose a special someone.. Someone who you spent sweet moments with as if there is no tommorrow.. Someone who you cared for while he/she is sick... Someone who hugged you warmly when your lonely and always stares sweetly at your eyes with her/his sweet lips saying "i love you so much" countless times.. haha... All this are just memories for me... Cause i know everytime i fall there is always something new to be learnt and also in my mind i kept reminding myself that someone might be in worse dilema than me and if she/he can make it in life why not me? So simply to say im not as weak as the old me...
I dont know why? Since im soooo used to be single i lost touch of my old sweet me .. haha.. The cassanova who could melt a heart in just 5 mins on the phone or face to face simply with sweet words and natural charm.. haha.. MAMPOS TTTM! haha.. Usually i get comments from lady friends or people outside like " Your soooo sweet"and etc.. I dont even bother to remember all that cause im in a single mode now.. haha.. After a while lady friends or people comments turn upside down like " Eeek! your discusting" "Shit! that really hurt me deep" and etc... haha.. Since i broke up more than a year ago i've change alot! Seriously... Almost all my lady friends notice it ... Some even asked me why... HAHA.. Isnt it like a stupid question? How would i know? haha.. I start mixing with old so called "rugged" friend back at the airport times.. Haha.. I relearnt the word happy and enjoyment! and also i've learnt to be tooo straight forward..Thats bad!.. haha .. Simply these group of friends helped me alot.. They were there when im lonely at home... Just a beep! haha.. " Man lu mau main pool keper?!" haha.. and i'll reply " Gua ehsai!" haha.. The usual spot? "LUCKY PLAZA LEVEL 6" haha.. We're like regulars.. Every single day we would just stroll around town awhile and a second later you can find us upstairs with our cue sticks playing and lauhging out sooo loud as if we're at home without caring about the people around us.. haha.. I love those times seriously.. Only during these times where i can laugh my heart out originally cause you're going to hear a non-stop stupid, rude and also crazy jokes.. haha.. sial2!
I actually have a crush on someone but i guess she does not know that or just acting as if nothing happens.. haha.. I need some time to get in touch with the old sweet me... That way i'm preety sure i can really let her heart rest peacefully on my palms.. haha.. CEHK CONFIDENT KE PER! haha.. Ladies really should understand guys cause its always been a guys job to try to understand ladies! So ladies please stop being egoistic! haha.. There are certain rules that a lady should do and avoid!
DO's : Should always make a guy feel confident but not toooo confident!
DONT 's : A lady should not compare a guy with another guy cause if he's a hard head
then your in deep shit! haha.
DO's : Always let a guy show his gentlemanness .. haha.. That way you will feel alot
better cause he's going to be sweeter than a honey!
DONT 's : Never ever make use of guys! Unless he is someone who loves to make use of you! Then DO IT.. Cause he deserves it.. haha..
DO's : Remember to always make yourself look good cause for some guys they feel
abit proud going out with you if you look good! haha.. That way it decrease your
chances of being kicked out! haha..
DONT's : NEVER cut a conversation when guys are trying to converse sweet words
cause that will only spoil his mood to be a sweet and romantic person! haha..
FOR both sexes : Its always good to just give and take cause there are no reasons at all
for anyone to be ego and let either side to take on everything.
Ladies who read this.. Im not siding anyone on this issue cause to me all sweet ladies deserve fully to be respected, loved and also be treated like a princess.. But always remember that there are limits to everything!just take note of the time to treat a guy right with what he deserve. For those who are heartless just be single its safer cause you might be mistreated or might hurt someone else.. As for me the hunt begins.. haha.. Im looking forward for a better relationship and also to be happy with myself no matter with whom or what im with.. haha..
Okie i guess i've blogged enough! Time to meet the jogging track.. Thanks to blog im happy now and always admiring that sweet smile.. haha.. All out! Alright tata.. any unhappy comments do call me!
